Lawrence's P.O.V
I've known for a while how I feel about her but I can't bring myself to admit that its love.
It's a weak feeling, that I can't afford to have, it has hurt me, cause me to loose a lot, brought out great selfishness in me, and I vowed that I wouldn't love anyone again.
Then, she came around and destroyed all my plans of never loving again without me noticing until I fell deep.
Since the day I set my eyes on her at the board room, I knew but I acted tough and rough towards her thinking that will make it either reduce or stop but it just made it grow stronger as I couldn't bear to see her cry or upset especially because of me.
I don't know what to do cause it's driving me insane just to look at her and not be able to show her what and how I feel.
Since she came into my
