Your Love is my Drug

Chapter 3

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SETH's POV

I woke up on a sunny Saturday morning and we got the weekend off. Leighla and I will meet later to watch a football game. I love Leighla but I love Nikki too. I'm so confused. I need some help from my brothers.

I got up the bed and went out as I saw Dean on the couch watching tv and Roman preparing breakfast. Brie was with Nikki as well as the Total Divas Cast to shoot the whole weekend. I go to the kitchen and get water from the fridge.

 "Hey man," Roman greeted.

"Hey...Uhhh..Roman, can I ask you something?" I said sitting on the chair at the dining.

"Something about the ladies??" He smirked.

"Yeah..."

He finished making breakfast then called Dean to eat. They sat down at the table facing me.

"So? Whats your problem bro?" He said as Dean looked at me.

"Is it about Nicole?" Dean said turning back to eat.

"and Leighla...I need some advise from you guys." I continued.

"Are you still with Leighla? I thought you're with Nicole now.."

"Yes, I'm still with Leigh...and no, Nicole and I are not official.." I replied. "But I am bothered about how I'm feeling for Nicole."

"Yeah right. You like her man!" Dean chuckled.

"Do you still love Leighla?" Roman asked.

Do I love her? Of course. "Yes." I answered 

"How about Nicole?"

About Nicole? Yes I liked her....and I'm loving her whenever were together. She's just so amazing. I know this is so complicated right now.

"You know...if you really loved the first, you wouldn't have fall for the second..." Roman said in his serious voice. "So if you truly love Leighla, you would have not fallen for Nicole." He continued making himself clear.

"So???...What do you mean? If he loves Nicole now, he should dump Leighla? Is that...right?" Dean said.

"You should think about it man." He said not answering what Dean asked.

I listened to him and didn't say a word. We finished our meal and I go to the bathroom to shower. I got out and put on some jeans and a navy blue tee. I brushed my hair up on a bun and put on my cap. I looked at my phone and seen a text from Leighla.

I got out our hotel room and drive rental car to pick up Leighla. While I'm driving, lots of things are running in my mind and I hate it. My head aches.

As I arrived at Leighla's hotel, I saw her at the lobby's doorway waiting for me. She got in the car.

"Hey babe. I missed you." She said as she leaned to give me a kiss.

I slightly kissed back and quickly pull away then smiled as I drove off to the football arena.

*time skip*

After the game, we get to some restaurant then I drive her home.

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- Outside Leighla's Hotel building -

"Babe, Thanks for the day. I know you're tired and busy from work, but you gave me some time. I love you! Call me when you get back to your hotel. And say hi to Dean and Roman for me."

"Okay! I will. Bye." I said as she kissed me.

"Bye." She said then got out of the car.

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I drove back to the hotel room and while driving, I think about Leighla, what we did today and my feelings for her. It felt like I'm not much happier being with her now unlike those days. I don't know...its just...I don't feel the love I have for Leighla back then. And it seems like it all fade away. Just like that.

I got to the hotel room and opened the door. They are still up and watching a movie. I sat down on the couch and sighed.

"Did you have fun?" Roman asked.

"I...I...not much." I uttered.

"So you must knew your decision now." He said giving me a stare.

"I knew it!" Dean yelled not taking his eyes off the tv. We just shook our heads because we know that he's not listening to us.

"I'll go to bed guys." I said as I got up and went to my room.

I lay on my bed and close my eyes. All I think about now is Nicole. Her brown eyes, pinkish lips, long hair, sexy body. Her touch and her smile.. I love everything about her. I guess I love her more than Leighla. And I know I had to make my decision. I didn't want to hurt Leighla but I want to be true to myself and also to her. And I had to do this now.

I picked up my phone as I dialled her number and she quickly answered.

[phone conversation]

Me: Hey Leigh..

She: Hey babe. Are you home safe?

Me: Yeah... I have something to tell you.

She: Yeah me too...

Me: What is it that you want to tell me?

She: No, you first.

Me: Okay... Uhhmmm.. You know I...hmmm. I didn't know how to say...I uhhh...

She: Do you want to end this?

Me: End what?

She: Our relationship...

Me: W-why? How'd you-

She: You know we barely see each other. Our feelings are not like the old days...

Me: Leigh..I'm sorry..

She: I felt it and I knew it...so before you dumped me, I must be the first to say that.. were over.. But I hope we can still be friends?

Me: Yes, of course. Leigh, Thanks and I'm sorry....really..

She: You don't have to say that. So...I'm hanging up now. Bye.

[end of call]

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I released a deep breath as I felt like a rose torn has been taken away from my body. I feel happy. I am happy. I can now be with Nicole, and it will be official then. Its such a great feeling that you're being true to yourself and also to others. I passed out on my bed holding my phone.

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NIKKI's POV

Saturday's shoot on Total Divas had just ended and we were back at our hotel with the girls. I lay on my bed and got a text from John Cena. He said that he likes me and wanted me to be his girlfriend.

This last few days, he's been around at work. He once hung out with us with the divas in the catering and that's when he asked for my number. Now that he's asking me to be his girlfriend, how can I say no? Its John Cena. The face of WWE. He's been my inspiration back on training days. And its not that I like him because of that. He's a good guy and I think it would be great if were together. Hopefully...

On the other side, I liked Seth. But he has a girlfriend and because of that I can't be with him. I don't know if he likes me though. We just made out, but that's one time...and maybe the last.

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Another day has come. John called me and asked me out to dinner after my taping on TD. I said yes.

We got to this fancy restaurant and had a table for two with flowers and candles on the center table.

"Nicole.. So, how are you?" He asked looking at me in the eyes.

"I'm good."

We chatted the whole time while eating our dinner. Getting to know each other first. After dinner, he drove me back to my hotel room that I'm sharing with Brie. And he also got back to his hotel building a few blocks away from ours.

I opened the door and Brie was sitting on the couch with her phone.

"Hey Nicole. How's the date? Are you guys officially together?" She said looking up at me.

"No Brie. Not yet. We're in the getting-to-know each other stage first. I don't know if he really likes me." I said sitting on the couch next to her.

"Why? He didn't said that he likes you?"

"He did..but I don't know. I liked Seth more." I said thinking of him for the 'nth' time.

"But he's with someone else." Brie silently said.

"I know." I sighed. "I'm going to sleep now." I said as I walked inside my room. "How bout you Brie?"

"Later, I'm calling my boyfriend. I missed him."

"Okay." I lay down my bed and go to sleep.

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