It had happened so fast. It almost didn’t seem real at first. He was lost in Taylor’s eyes, drifting through him like he could never escape the tragedy that was this stranger, but then he’d been pulled back by the reality. The memories had pushed him away from the once peaceful thoughts and into the darkness that was his nightmares. Ryan couldn’t remember anything about his current life. But what he knew was that Taylor wasn’t anyone he wanted to be with. He could remember his past. The dark nights in Nitro when he had no one and the times when he would have to get on his knees in order to eat the next day. Surviving had been bleak and it was all that he had to hold onto. As he stepped into his cold apartment, he was hit with so many foreign feelings. He had no memories to place these

