Lilith Aveline's Point of View
I first saw him while trying to escape a man who knew too many angles of my body and too little of my heart.
It was a Tuesday. Late morning. Rue de Rennes pulsed with life. I had just left a magazine shoot, still wearing rouge and attitude. My heels ached, my shoulders heavier than they should be.
The café was tucked behind rows of pale awnings and silent balconies—like a secret hidden in plain sight.
I didn't expect to find him.
He was reading something on his phone. His brows furrowed, lips slightly parted in thought. Not the kind of man who tried to be noticed. The kind women notice anyway.
He glanced up once. Just a flicker.
And in that single second, my world rearranged itself.
I don't fall easily. Men blur together. Compliments repeat. Hands wander.
But he didn't flirt. He looked at me like I wasn't real. Like I was a dream he had no right waking up from.
I sat three tables away. Ordered black coffee I didn't need. Watched him read, sip, check his watch, and leave.
But the next day, he returned.
And so did I.
I learned his name on the third day.
Lucian. It suited him—polished, quiet, classical.
We shared croissants and stories. He told me about India, about deals and deadlines. I lied and said modeling was glamorous. He didn't believe me.
I liked that.
He didn't talk about Clara much. Just once—a single line, tossed out like a cigarette butt: "She likes order. Structure. She's very capable."
That's when I knew he was married. That's also when I realized I was already too deep.
Because my first instinct wasn't guilt.
It was jealousy.
By the fifth day, our meetings had become habit.
We'd sit close enough to hear each other breathe. I started to crave the way he looked at me when I wasn't looking.
He never touched me. Not once.
That made it worse.
I told Luca I missed home. Told him Paris was overwhelming. He offered to fly in.
I said no.
Because by then, I was living for 10 a.m. coffee and the sound of Lucian's voice.
The seventh night fell like velvet.
I wore midnight blue because I wanted to look like a secret.
He arrived late, looking like a man who hadn't slept in years.
The jazz bar was quiet. The light was low. We sat, alone among strangers.
"One drink," I said.
He didn't say no.
The wine was dry. Bitter. Honest.
We only had a sip. Maybe two. But it was never about the wine.
His hand grazed mine.
My heart stilled.
Outside, it began to rain.
Inside, I leaned in and whispered, "I don't want to forget this city."
He met my gaze. "Neither do I."
We walked in silence. I led. He followed. Like a myth unfolding.
In my room, he paused at the threshold.
"We don't have to," he said.
I smiled. "I know."
We undressed slowly, like peeling away shame.
His mouth tasted like wine and regret.
When he touched me, I forgot every name I'd ever answered to.
It wasn't about s*x.
It was about being seen.
And when it ended, and the dawn reached for us through thin curtains, I didn't stop him from leaving.
Because I knew he would.
But part of him stayed.
Paris had marked us.
And nothing—not love, not marriage, not time—could ever undo what we became that night.
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