Iris Thea had arranged for Claire to visit this weekend. I have promised to spend some time with them. I needed to start functioning a bit more normally. I was still in the sort of mind frame where I could function fine until the smallest, sometimes tiniest thing properly derailed me. I was getting pretty good these bottling this feelings up. I figured it didn’t help anyone but me to talk about them, and it wasn’t really helping me so pretending to be fine was the way to go. Jackson had been great though, he was just..there. He didn’t often say much but was that sensible voice when I had sat out too long and was freezing, or if I hadn’t eaten much he would make sure he sat and ate with me to encourage me to actually eat a meal. I want going to lie I was actually starting to enjoy spend

