Chapter 4

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Lucilla's pov : Everything is so perfect. Hayden put this really beautiful ring on my ring finger and then we started to kissing each other very quickly and lovingly. It's so passionate, it almost made me cry. His lips are so soft. Like fluffy cloud. I could kiss him for the whole day and still not be tired of him. I was enjoying his presence when all of sudden I remember something. What would happen if someone would come in here and see that we are kissing each other? It's not legal and so dangerous,, Oh my god Hayden! Hayden stop! What if someone would go in there? They can't see us like this." He looked at me for a brief moment, like he was thinking,then catch my left hand and pull me closer to him and this small and rusty old looking garden house. ,,We would have some privacy in here Lucilla. No one is going there for ages. It's safe." Were his words when he closed that old door behind us and then started to where we lastly ended. He was kissing me again, not less pasionate than before. But i felt that things started to get out of our hands. Hayden stoped kissing me for a moment and looked deep into my eyes. ,,I love you Lucilla. This is exactly what I want to do. Trust me." Said Hayden with voice full of lust and passion. Then he rolled up my black work uniform, catched my favorite panties under them and forcefully teared them in many parts. Then he pulled them down to the old garden houses ground. It all started to feel so rushed and inapropriate for the situation we were into. I didn't wanted to lose my virginity in this terrible excuse of a building. I wanted to say something,to tell Hayden that I don't want it like this and that we should stop at least for now. But he didn't let me say a single word. The moment I parted my lips to say something,he put his hot tongue in my mouth. I was telling myself that I truly am enjoying this because he is my now fiance and I love him and want to be with him. But it didn't felt right. It wasn't right. I was thinking about how I would stop this without hurting his feelings or mine feelings. I was thinking and thinking when something totally unexpected for me happened. It took all thoughts out of my head as if they weren't even there. He put his middle finger into my v****a which begat to tighten around it. It wasn't like I did read in my books. It wasn't all so soft,pleasurable, gentle and full of love. It wasn't like it should have been, like I imagined. In reality, it did hurt like a darkest pit of hell. He was scrathing me in there. I was everything but not ready for it, for him. Hayden must have felt that I am completely dry and trying to push myslef from him a bit but still didn't stop. He was pushing and pushing and pushing his finger inside me. He didn't wanted to stop. He wanted to take me so bad. To make me ready and then take my virginity and f**k me. But I didn't wanted him. Or is this what should happen just because he got me a ring? Should I be gratefull and stay still? Hayden was still doing the same thing for solid five to ten minutes. It didn't help. I still wasn't ready to take him. He noticed and grew tired of it. And that was the moment when he forcefully grabed both of my shoulders and switched me. Now i wasn't facing him, I was facing this white wall. I had only few seconds to look at that wall properly before I was leaned to it. And not very nicely if I can be honest. He just took me and painfuly landed me on that wall. I get so scared. Now he has full acces and power to do what he want with me. But I finally have my mouth free. So of course I took advantage of it. ,,Hayden stop! Hayden please! It hurt and-" and silence. Hayden covered my mouth by one of his hand. He put the other on my waist. ,,Shhh Lucilla,shhh. It's going to be good. Just trust me baby. Shhh. Trust me. You will like it. Just be good and hold." He said. But I didn't wanted to listen, I didn't wanted to obey him. Ho sounded like a werewolf. He scared me. This is not the Hayden I knew and cherished. He died in this exact moment for me. This thoughts bring me another wave of strenght. I started to twitch as hard as I could. No use. He just hold me tighter. ,,Stop Lucilla. Stop it! It's going to happen. You are my fiance. It would happen now or later, but it would. Now be a good one and hold. I can make it pleasurable if you can behave.'' And then his hand lost my waist. I was confused for a while, but only until the moment when I heard his belt. He was unbuttoning his jeans. After a moment I heard how they felt on the ground. Last try to help myself. I am twitching and screaming to his palm. Someone must hear me. Someone must be there to save me. But no...no one. He took his p***s by his left hand and led him to my v****a. I already feel hot and wet tip on my hole. That's it. Just one thrust and he can be inside my v****a. Just one and.... ,,WHAT THE f**k IS THAT!" Alpha came and saw us. Now we are both dead.
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