I’m truly happy for her and Saint, but that doesn’t lessen my pain. She is everywhere I look. And I don’t know how to make it stop. “You know nothing of my problems, Sister,” I bark, my walls standing firmly in place. “Then tell me,” she counters, squeezing my wrist. “Because all I see is a desperate, lonely man begging for help.” In other words, she sees me as weak and pathetic, things I promised myself I would never be again. “We’re done,” I state, still invading her personal space. I knew Sister Arabella would be dangerous, but I just never anticipated how much. “Alek, it’s okay to be vulnerable. You’re a good person. I know that you are. I just want to be your friend.” Snarling, I push away, hating that she can read me so clearly. “Enough! You can’t give me what I need, so I will

