Author's pov
Shantanu is in a bar drinking his mind out. He wants to be senseless. He doesn't want to understand anything right now because everything makes him feel horrible.
He is a disgrace and a failure in the name of A lover and a father. He may have become a good son by ditching Ritisha but he failed as a lover and obviously a father.
He has no doubt that Sagnik is his son. He wants to hug him and tell that he is his father but how will he say that?
Isn't he the same person who said that he would have killed the baby if it was there.
He is a horrible father that wanted to kill his child. And now 12 years later he dared to claim his child when he wasn't even aware of its existence.
He doesn't blame Ritisha for not telling him that day that she is pregnant.
She did that t
