TAINTED HEARTS (ENGLISH)

TAINTED HEARTS 32

Chapter 32

I stayed quiet and blushing until we got back to the hotel. In the elevator, I couldn’t look at Lennox’s friends. When Enzo noticed that I was embarrassed, he said he was just kidding. That didn’t lessen my embarrassment at all—it only made my cheeks turn redder.

“Don’t be embarrassed, it’s okay,” Lennox said as soon as we entered his room.

He followed me when I went into his walk-in closet to change into my swimwear. I stayed quiet, still shy about forgetting that his friends were around earlier.

“Are you going to swim?” he asked when he saw me changing.

“It would be a waste if we didn’t use the pool on your balcony,” I said.

I noticed that every room in this hotel had a pool on the balcony overlooking the sea and the people below. The only difference was in the size of each room and balcony. Lennox’s was larger than the ones I saw next to his. Most likely, theirs were made bigger on purpose since he and his friends owned the place.

“Okay. I’ll swim too,” he said, squeezing past me in the walk-in closet.

I went out first. While he was still changing, I started swimming in the pool. The wind was strong and cool against my skin, but not cold enough to make me shiver—just enough to calm me down from the embarrassment I felt earlier.

When Lennox came out, he jumped straight into the pool. We soaked in the water for several minutes before getting out and resting on one of the sun loungers nearby.

“How many kids do you want after we get married?”

I grinned. He was lying on the sun lounger with me on top of him, lying on my stomach across his body.

“You just proposed, Lennox,” I said, amused at where his thoughts were wandering.

“Let’s get married before your graduation,” he said.

I pursed my lips. There he goes again. He had brought up the same topic earlier in the pool—he was being affectionate, kissing and hugging me, and just when I was starting to get carried away, he would bring up marriage. Even if he asked me in the middle of our intimate moments, it wouldn’t work. I would marry him after graduation, not before.

I shook my head as usual. I was already having second thoughts about working as a flight attendant because he wanted us to always be together if we got married—now he wanted to affect my graduation too?

“No, Lennox…” I said.

“Alright. But I’ll try to ask you again later. Maybe you’ll change your mind then.”

I giggled and kissed his chest, where I was resting my head while hugging him.

“I already said no!” I smiled.

“Even if I kiss you here?” I laughed as he dropped tickling kisses on my neck.

“You know it won’t work!” I felt goosebumps with every touch of his lips. His lips were cool and damp from our swim earlier.

“We’ll see later. I’ll try my luck this time.”

The soft sun lounger we were lying on was beside the pool. I was wearing a beige swimsuit, while he was in a white t-shirt and black trunks. Both our clothes were starting to dry. His trunks were the only ones that had gotten wet, and he had simply put on a shirt after coming out of the pool.

The small table next to the lounger held towels underneath and snacks and drinks on top. He sat up and quickly switched our positions—now I was the one lying down on the soft lounger, and he was the one above me.

“Hey! What are you doing?” I asked in confusion when he knelt on the sun lounger in front of me. I propped myself up on my elbows to look at him.

“I told you I’ll make you say yes this time.”

I let out a small squeal when he pulled on my legs. He spread them apart and positioned himself between them. I lay back, stunned as he leaned over me. I was now lying open in front of him.

“What do you mean, Lennox? Don’t tell me we’re doing it here?”

“Why not?” he smirked.

“Seriously? It’s an open area! This is your private balcony, but it’s still open! Someone might see us from here!”

“So?” he chuckled. “They can watch us if they want to.” He leaned in and started kissing me.

I glanced up toward the higher floors. There were other floors like this one—with pools outside and balconies where people could easily see us. Just one glance, and we’d be completely visible since it was still bright out, only a few minutes before sunset.

"Not here, Lennox. Let's go inside," I whispered while trying to bite my bottom lip to stop myself from moaning because he's starting to tease my n*****s.

With just one move, he had already exposed the tip of my chest. He leaned in. He did not let anyone see it by sucking it quickly. I gasped and held tightly onto his hair.

I closed my eyes and forced them open to see if anyone was watching. He stopped what he was doing to my chest and returned to my lips. I kissed him back even though my head was spinning from the sensation he was making me feel.

"Say yes to me, Xena," he groaned and then pulled the used towel above my head. That towel was placed on the backrest of the sun lounger. I had just used it, so it was still wet.

"Say yes and then we will go inside—"

"I said, no!"

My eyes widened and my mouth fell open when he pulled his boxer down. I stared at his huge hard manhood as he spread my legs widely and swiftly pulled my panties to the side.

"Yes?" He asked again looking at me. Urging me to say yes so we can go inside.

“Lennox, no!” I didn’t even know what that “no” was for. No to a wedding before graduation? Or no to s*x on the balcony?

I closed my eyes tightly as he thrust hard as soon as I said no. He entered me fully and put my used towel over his ass to cover our naked body.

Our connected bodies were hidden under the towel, but if anyone were to see us here right now, they would immediately know what we were doing because of our indecent position. He’s on top of me, between my widely spread thighs.

"Damn you," I grunted a curse at his sudden entrance.

"So, you're cursing now, huh?" He groaned and then laughed.

I couldn't stop a weak 'ah' escaping from my mouth every time he pressed more. I could feel his extra large size stretching my skin and flesh inside and out.

"Lennox…" I moaned softly as he started thrusting slowly, torturing me.

"I won't stop until you say yes..."

"Ah…Lennox…you know…I can't…"

"You can, Xena. Just one word and three letters," he whispered and then tried to move deeper. "f**k, it's so warm and soft deep inside you."

He sighs softly as he continues his slow pace but deeper this time. He stops at the deepest part before slowly pulling out, then slowly enters again, firmly and deeply. His slow pace feels so good and tickling but at the same time it's torturing me.

"I love how you get tighter every time I go in," he said and continued his torturous pace.

I looked up at the next floor on the upper left when I noticed some movement there. My eyes widened when I saw two women with their backs turned, each holding a drink.

“s**t! Stop, Lennox! There are people!” I whispered in a loud, panicked voice and managed to push him slightly.

"It's getting so good! f**k!" He cursed and increased his pace as if he didn't care if anyone else was watching us.

They were laughing and having fun upstairs. I could already feel that they would look in our direction at any moment.

"Lennox!" I tried to call his name to stop him from thrusting but it came out as a moan instead.

The faster he thrust the more my intense climax building up. One more sudden hard thrust, then I let myself get lost with him and moaned loudly, and didn't think anymore about the women who were on the upper floor.

"Agh! f**k!" He is grunting and groaning as his move becomes urgent, increasing his speed more and more.

My insides and chest started to tighten. I held my breath and wrapped my legs around his waist. I thrust my hips to meet him. When he thrust deep inside me really hard and really fast it causes a loud clapping sound. The noise we were making excited me more. I shouted his name once and then I buried my face on his neck to bite his skin hard when I felt myself explode.

"Lennox! Ah! Wait!" But he continued thrusting fast and hard as I writhed in my climax. The good feeling almost drives me insane. And because he kept going, I could no longer stop myself from making loud sounds. I was trembling beneath him, weak and exhausted.

"Oh! So damn tight!" He's cursing and grunting as his thrusting becomes uncontrollable.

I took a deep breath and looked up as the breathtakingly good feeling slowly passed. When I opened my eyes, I was almost shocked to death. The two women from earlier—there were now three of them.

I blushed when I saw that they were already watching us. The two girls were smirking while the other one was just casually drinking her wine. I shut my eyes tightly and turned my head to the side so I wouldn’t see them and could hide my face from their view.

"Motherfucker! You two are so hot!"

"The girl looks like enjoying it more!"

"I'm so jealous!" They were shouting and giggling.

"Lennox! They are watching us!"

He followed my face to kiss me hungrily. I wrapped my arms around his neck to hide our faces. I returned his kiss. Each thrust still feels good, but I don’t think I’ll come again knowing that someone is watching us.

"Oh, f**k! I'm coming! Let's get married, Xena! Say yes, please!" He breathed, then kissed me again.

I shook my head. I can’t. No matter how much he tries, I can’t. I’ve already broken so many promises I made to myself, and this is the only one left, so I can’t. I need to keep at least one.

"I'm sorry, Lennox, but still…no…" I shook my head, begging him to understand me.

He closed his eyes, giving up. He lifted my butt and penetrated me more. My insides are soaking because with every thrust, my juices and his pre-c*m are mixing. I can also feel his balls hitting my ass that creates a more loud smacking sound.

"In that case, I have no choice but to get you pregnant first," as soon as he said that, he came right after.

I melted by the hot release he poured inside me. While Lennox is shivering on top of me, the women are clapping their hands as if they are a satisfied audience.

"Xena…"

He was breathing fast as his trembling gradually subsided. When he finished, he dropped his face onto my neck. I also caught a glimpse of the three women turning away.

If we were in another place, we probably would have been scolded or reported to the police. But here, it seems normal. The three women turned their backs again, went back to talking and drinking as if they saw nothing.

"I will not force you to agree and say yes. I will just make sure to get you pregnant while we are staying here."

I swallowed and felt nervous at what he said. That’s when I realized what the hot thing I felt inside was. I pushed him a bit so that we could look at each other. Every time we did this, he would always do it outside. But now…

"I'm scared…" I looked away.

I'm sincerely scared. Yes, I love him. But being a mother is another thing. What if I can’t handle the responsibility? I feel like I’m still too young for the things he wants. He is much older than me, so maybe our timelines are different.

How many years apart are we? Eight years? Nine years? I feel like I’m still too young for marriage and to have kids, while it’s the perfect time for him to have a family. If I decline, will he change his mind? Will he change his heart? Will he leave me and find another woman who can give him what he wants?

“Xena…” He gently called my name.

I stopped thinking when he held my chin to make me face him. We looked at each other.

“If you really are determined to marry me after your graduation, you have nothing to be scared of. I’ll be responsible. I’ll take care of you and our child.”

He seemed to be in a hurry, so I just nodded my head to agree with him. I’ll be finishing school in the coming weeks anyway.

“Okay…” I answered. He smiled.