I scrolled through my contacts. Most of them weren’t really mine. They were his. I called one former colleague and begged her to do something. “I’ll see what I can do,” she said. I knew that meant nothing. I texted Lance. Me: “I’m so sorry. I’m working on this. Please don’t give up.” No response. Then my phone rang. Ashley’s name lit up the screen. I forced my voice to sound normal as I picked up. “Hey, sweetheart.” “I need you to pick me up after school tomorrow,” she said harshly. My heart sank. “Honey, I can’t tomorrow,” I said gently. “I have to work.” “You always have to work,” she snapped. “I know,” I said. “I need this job. Ask your father-” “I don’t want Dad!” she shouted. “I want you!” I closed my eyes. I didn’t need this right now. I

