I was so devastated by the message that she sent me. It was like she pierced my heart with so much bad news that I couldn’t take it.
How can one woman cause so much pain right now? I wouldn’t even have thought that her sexuality would be such a big thing that she wouldn’t even want to be with me anymore. I mean I’m also tryna figure my s**t out with mine but I didn’t think she was lesbian. Maybe bi but not full-on lesbian.
How is that even possible to not be with her right now? To not love her and kiss her as my woman? I’m so heartbroken.
At the same time, I had to understand that she was not happy enough to be herself and I would never want someone to feel like they don’t care about themselves.
I was shocked by the letter that my body couldn’t even react. I couldn’t even sense any
