Dear Jessica, I don't really remember where I ended but here goes nothing. I am not a great letter writer but I will try my best to let you know everything and hope it brings the healing you said it would or at least some relief. I’ll try my best to make it sound as organized as it can. I can already hear you telling me that it’s okay if it isn’t but I’ll try my best. Hale and I were on and off for almost 2 years after the party. I told Erin about all of it and she was heartbroken and she has never spoken to me since. I couldn't blame her. What I did was f****d up. After the party, Hale and I didn't speak for a week and I was honestly sick of him. He said so many nasty things that I promised myself not to let myself be in that position ever again. We started talking again when he

