Let’s Be Together

Let’s meet Erin

The week goes by faster than I thought it would.

I already informed Shan and Aaron about Drav's party but I haven't told them the full details.

I can’t stop thinking about him. He is growing on me a little bit. There’s definitely something about him that sticks to me, I don’t know what yet.

He just makes me feel something I have never felt and to be honest. I like how he makes me feel. Even if it is just for now, I will roll with it and see where it takes me.

Fridays are always the most successful or stressful days depending on what information my clients bring to me.

Frank has been feeling better and I am happy he has. He deserves happiness just like we all do. Even more than I need it.

I say goodbye to Frank and pack up my stuff and head to my therapy session.

I have been waiting to talk about this ex for a while now.

I get to her office and she's just getting her stuff ready.

"Come in Jasmine." She welcomes me with a smile

I sit down and try to make myself as comfortable as possible without trying too hard.

"How are you doing today?" She says with a half smile.

"Well, I'm great just been tired of work and junk. How are you?" I ask.

"I'm great thank you. How have you been doing when it comes to trust?" She asks.

"I am not ready to fully trust anyone but I am learning to put my trust in people no matter what happens in the end. It’s hard, but nothing in life is easy right?" I say and she nods her head in agreement while she writes a few notes down.

"I’m really proud of the self reflection you’ve been able to do in the few sessions we’ve had. You’re always willing to learn and I like that about you. So now we can go to your second serious relationship. Tell me about it." She says

"This one was different from the first. It all started back in college.”

*FLASHBACK*

Her name was Erin. She was a beautiful woman. She had such a presence and she was covered in tattoos.

She had a voice that would shut a room down.

She was my best friend in college. I honestly don't remember how our relationship started.. Oh never mind I remember now.

I really wasn’t trying to date as much but when I did, it was always just a fling or mostly s****l. I used to break a lot of people’s hearts back then. Both women and men but I never really spoke much about my relations with women.

Especially with how people view relationships with bisexual people I didn’t even bother talking about it. She’s always just been my best friend and I love that we connect the way we do. One day she came to my dorm and locked the door behind her. I didn't think it was weird cuz she did it all the time.

"Hey J." She greets me with her usual smirky smile.

"Hey Erin." I respond. I wasn't in the best mood but she already knew.

She laid next to me.

"What’s up with you?" She asks with concern in her eyes.

"I’m just tired today. Had a long day. What’s up with you?" I ask not expecting a sensible answer.

"Nothing just extremely horny. " She raises her eyebrows in exaggeration.

I thought so.

"Go find somebody to sleep with. That won’t be hard. Right?" I ask.

"She’s right in front of me.” She says and I let out a loud laugh.

"This doesn’t make sense. You’ve never been into girls like that. Have you even dated a girl ?" I ask

"I date girls." She says and I am honestly curious to know.

“Since when?” I ask

"Since forever. I’m what they call bisexual." She quotes with her fingers and laughs but I know she’s serious.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask. I'm actually shocked that she didn't.

"Well I just thought you would judge me."

"Why would you feel that way?”

"I don't know girl. I just felt you would."

"How? I’m also bisexual but you know how people in the community are towards bisexual people."

"What? Why didn’t you tell me?"

"I didn’t feel the need to. Is that a problem?"

"No..I’m genuinely surprised.”

"How come? I just haven’t talked about it honestly." I say a little more irritated by her responses.

“This will make this easier then.” She says

“What are you talking about?” I say very confused by where this conversation will go.

"Well, I like you okay? I have had a crush on you for a long time now. The way you laugh, the way you dance, the way you frown when you study or fidget when you're uncomfortable. The way your boobs look underneath your t-shirt. I have craved you for so long. For so f*****g long. I.."

Before she finishes I end up kissing her and she jumps a little and stops me.

"What are you doing?" She asks

"Kissing you." I roll my eyes.

"Yeah but I don't want you to kiss me just because of what I said. I like you and It will hurt me if this just turns into a f**k buddy thing." She says.

And I know she is right but I like her too and I want to try something different with her.

"We can see where it goes? Try it out?” I suggest.

"Really?" She seems excited.

"Yeah." I smile. Maybe it will work.

"Lay down Let me show you what good head feels like." She says and pushes me down on the bed.

She lifts my shirt up to my breasts and pins my hands down. Her body is on top of mine as she presses her lips on mine. Our tongues touch and dance on each other. I moan a little as her hand squeezes one of my n*****s then travels down to my panties, rubbing me from the top of them.

"Fuck..Erin." I moan in her mouth.

"Shh baby it’s just the beginning." She uses her other hand and turns my head away from her and she kisses my neck. While rubbing her hand faster.

I let out a loud moan and breathing increases, I can feel her smile on my neck.

She stops rubbing me and moves her hand from my panties. She stops kissing my neck and sits up so she can take off her shorts. My legs are spread wide and she takes off my panties and takes hers off as well. She kisses my inner thighs and licks me all the way down to my lips pushing her warm tongue through them to kiss on my c**t.

The contact makes me jump immediately and she sucks it a little and licks it in a circular motion causing my body to shiver.

She parts my lips and uses her fingers to spread them while she flicks her tongue with pressure causing me to arch my back and let out a moan. This feels so good. Why would my friend make me feel this way?

"I want to taste you too." I say.

She stops and has a smile on her face. She gets off the bed and gets back on top of me with her ass facing my mouth and her face on my p***y.

I spread her cheeks to reveal her and she's wet. I lick her c**t slightly and she moans from my touch. I play with her with my tongue in a circular motion, sucking slightly on her c**t while she sucks on my mine.

I flick my tongue fast and put two fingers in her. Pumping into her as fast and I can feel her body rock and shiver.

She’s moaning on my c**t and I can feel her walls tense up around my fingers. She cums on top of me letting out a loud moan. She doesn’t stop flicking and puts two fingers inside of me starts to pump inside of me. I can feel myself reaching my boiling point and i shut my eyes till I orgasm.

"f**k!" I let out a loud moan and grab on to her thighs.

"Yes baby. Let me hear you." She rubs me down slowly.

That was great. I try to catch my breath and she gets off of me and lays next to me.

“That was amazing.” I say

“Yes it was.” She responds and kisses me til we fall asleep.

...

Our relationship was going well for a while. I actually loved dating her. It was much easier cuz I already knew her as my best friend. We really focused on how good our relationship was and always taught each other more.

We had a good relationship and I was honestly happy. Until I met Hale..

"But that's for next week." I tell my therapist. Her jaw is on the floor but she recovers quickly.

"That was an interesting turn of events." She says with a smile on her face.

"I know." I say shyly.

"The problem here was you used a distraction to keep you from actually seeing the problem. Which we will only find out from the next session. This week I want you to think of distractions you use to keep you from seeing problems." She says.

"Okay Miss." I say mocking her

"I prefer Jessica." She says with a smile.

"Well finally. " I laugh

"Goodnight Jessica." I say

"Goodnight Jasmine." She replies with a smile and I smile back.

I leave her office and get home at 10 pm. I'm honestly drained and I have to go for Drav's party tomorrow.

I doze off a little and I hear my phone buzz in my sleep. It’s Draven. I pick up.

“Heyyy.” He says excited to speak to me. I smile a little because I didn’t expect him to be so excited to talk to me.

“Heyy.” I respond in a sleepy voice.

“Oh no. Did I wake you up?” He says a little concerned.

“A little but we can talk still.” I respond

“How’d your day go?” He sounds a little concerned.

“Well I had so much work to do. I got home pretty drained and tired. My clients can do that to you sometimes.” I lie to him but technically not exactly. I’m still being honest just not honest enough. I don’t think I’m ready to discuss therapy with anyone. It is a very scary process for me right now. I hope one day I’ll find the courage to do so. I don’t want to feel judged by friends or him.

“Well I’m sorry. I missed you wanted to check in.” He says and this makes me feel good inside

“I missed you too and thank you means a lot to me.” I smile and yawn

"What time is the party? " I ask him.

"It’s at 8. Probably start later than that." He says

"Uhm where is it?" I ask

“My house. I’ll send you a location tomorrow.” He responds in a sleepy voice.

“We are both tired. Let’s go and sleep now. I’ll see you tomorrow. ” I say

"Look cute for me babe." He says and I get shy.

"Babe?" I tease.

"Did I say babe? My brain is just tired." He responds a little embarrassed.

"Goodnight Draven."

"Goodnight Jaz." He says.

"Jaz? You've never called me Jaz."

"I thought you liked Jaz?"

"I like Jasmine."

"Then I'll call you Jasmine." He says I can tell he is smiling.

"Good."

"Goodnight Jasmine."

"Goodnight Draven. Again"

And I hang up.

Tomorrow will be interesting. I honestly don't know what to expect at the same time, I’m glad I can see. I have to introduce him to Aaron and Shanice.

It will definitely be interesting

I close my eyes and fall asleep.