She shakes him awake and says Mudhav, I promise I won't get angry, but need to hear a true statement from you. He says which one do you think is more like the truth? Massage only and massage with added items. She says the latter sentence. He said the latter sentence then, I'm sorry, I did add items after the massage. She felt a blackout, even though it was supposed to be black. She didn't realize it was that hard to keep herself from getting angry.
The answer was revealed, and even though it wasn't a good one, her heart settled for days, and like a limb going numb for a moment after being hit by gravity, she was in the midst of a tingling phase, with an inexplicable hint of pathological euphoria before the pain had returned. Her relief came from the fact that he was finally not hiding, fi
