"Do I love him?" She asked herself. She thought she'd have to go through three phases to get this question straight: phase one, the "gum phase"; phase two, the "cocktail phase"; and phase three, the "flight mode phase".
Why is the first phase called the "chewing gum phase"? It was inspired by the description of Xu Shanchuan's nanny, "They were like a pile of chewed gum that couldn't be torn apart." She thought it could equally well be used to describe her relationship with Mudafu when they were in love. At that time, her work was mainly physical, but no matter how tired she was, as soon as she embraced him her fatigue was swept away, as if he were her energy restorer or American ginseng tablets. She loved his talent, often quietly sitting aside to watch him write, sometimes a look is two
