She wondered why she had to slit her wrists. Despite telling Mudafu and Shao Tianwei separate reasons, she suspected that none of them were real reasons or not accurate enough to fool them but as if they couldn't convince themselves. Am I really sick? No, I do not think so, because I can see the boundaries, can see painted around the gilded white line, know that is not to cross the line, know where is the road and where is the dangerous cliff, which can be touched which can not be touched, that is to say, I still have the absolute ability to control themselves. If you think you can control yourself then why didn't you control the blade? She recalled that clip, has recalled N times, like repeated playback of the scene of the crime surveillance video, must find clues from it - late that nigh
