"With just a few painless words, you dare to defect to someone else?" He pretended to be relaxed, feeling an invisible pressure come over him. "It's such an obvious hint that even elementary school kids can see it, right? Don't think you're the only smart one." She folded the letter, put it in an envelope, and slipped it into her handbag like a bank card. "I was too immature back then ......" "What do you mean by mature? You were thirty-four years old when you wrote the letter, and you were already a father, so even if you were impulsive, you should be mature five years later, right? Do you remember what you said to me at the Guilin PEN meeting five years later?" He shakes his head and tries to remember but can't for the life of him recall what was said. She smiled slightly, thinking h

