A WIFE IN NAME ONLY

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The doctor’s words still rang in Blessing’s ears. “There’s something your husband hasn’t told you about his health.” Her heart beat fast as she sat by Rakeem’s bedside that night. He was asleep, the steady rise and fall of his chest proving he was alive, but his face looked tired, pale. He didn’t look like the strong, proud man she had come to fear. He looked like someone carrying a heavy load alone. She reached out and touched his hand gently. It was warm but weak. She whispered, “Rakeem, you can push me away all you like, but you can’t push death away. If you break down, who will you be proving strong for?” Her words hung in the air. He didn’t stir. Blessing leaned back in the chair, her eyes heavy with sleep, but her mind restless. This marriage was strange. In front of the world, she was Rakeem’s wife. People saw her as the lucky woman who married into wealth and power. But inside this mansion, she was nothing more than a stranger tolerated out of duty. A wife in name only. By the weekend, Rakeem was strong enough to leave his room. The doctor warned him to rest, but he brushed it off like a stubborn child. Blessing saw it clearly he was more afraid of looking weak in front of people than of actually dying. That Saturday, there was a family gathering. Important relatives, business associates, and church leaders were invited. The compound buzzed with activity caterers running around, cars arriving at the gate, housemaids setting tables. Blessing stood before the mirror in her room as Mariam helped her adjust her gele. “You look beautiful, Sister Blessing,” Mariam said, smiling. “Just remember, no matter how my brother behaves inside this house, outside you must shine. People are watching.” Blessing forced a small smile. “That’s what I’m afraid of. Pretending.” Mariam patted her shoulder gently. “Welcome to the family.” At the gathering, Blessing walked beside Rakeem, their arms brushing. His face carried that cold, unreadable expression, but the moment they stepped into the hall, it changed. He smiled. He reached for her hand and held it like a man in love. Blessing’s stomach tightened. She knew it was all for show, yet the warmth of his palm against hers sent confusing feelings through her chest. “Ahn ahn, see the couple! Beautiful!” an auntie exclaimed, hugging Blessing tightly. “Blessing, you are glowing! Marriage is sweeting you, abi?” Blessing forced a laugh. “Yes, ma.” Rakeem tightened his grip on her hand slightly ,a silent reminder that their act must look convincing. So she leaned against him, smiling, playing the part of the adored wife. All evening, they smiled for photographs, greeted guests, and sat side by side at the high table. From a distance, they looked perfect the rich, handsome husband and his elegant young wife. But under the table, their hands were stiff, their hearts worlds apart. Later, when the music played and couples were invited to the dance floor, someone pushed them forward. Blessing’s heart raced as Rakeem placed a hand on her waist. They swayed to the music, their bodies close, their faces smiling for the cameras. But when she looked into his eyes, she saw the truth. His smile didn’t reach his soul. It was a mask, the same as hers. Leaning close, she whispered, “Why are we doing this?” His lips curved slightly, but his voice was firm. “Because appearances are everything. Nobody must know what goes on behind our walls.” Blessing swallowed hard, fighting tears. She wanted to scream that this wasn’t a marriage, that she was dying inside. But she stayed silent, following his lead as the crowd clapped and cheered. When the party ended and the guests left, the mansion fell silent again. The smile dropped from Rakeem’s face like a mask falling to the floor. He let go of her hand immediately, his voice cold. “Don’t ever forget, Blessing. Out there, you are my wife. But in here, don’t expect anything more than tolerance.” Her chest tightened painfully. “So that’s all I am to you? A decoration?” He paused, looking at her with tired eyes. “Yes. For now.” He walked away without another word. Blessing stood there, trembling, her heart breaking into pieces. That night, she lay in bed staring at the ceiling. The laughter and music of the party replayed in her head, mixing with the coldness of Rakeem’s words. She felt trapped loved by no one, used as a symbol, yet expected to smile for the world. Her phone buzzed on the table. Her heart skipped. It was a message from Samuel. “Blessing, I miss you. Tell me you’re okay.” Her hand shook as she held the phone. She wanted to reply, to pour out her heart, to tell him how miserable she was. But just then, the door creaked open. Rakeem stood there, his face unreadable, his eyes flicking from her phone to her face. “What are you hiding again, Blessing?” he asked, his voice low, dangerous. Rakeem bent down slowly, picked the phone, and his eyes caught the message. His jaw tightened. “Samuel… I miss you?” His voice was like a blade, cutting through the silence. Blessing’s throat went dry. “It’s not what you think” “Then explain it to me,” he snapped, his eyes dark with something between anger and pain. “Explain why another man is telling my wife he misses her.” Blessing’s hands trembled. “He’s… he’s just a friend. Someone from before.” Rakeem let out a bitter laugh. “Before? Blessing, you are married now. To me. Whatever you had before should have ended the day you entered this house.” She felt hot tears sting her eyes. “And what exactly did I enter, Rakeem? A marriage or a prison?” That stopped him for a moment. His grip on the phone loosened, but his gaze stayed locked on her. “You don’t get to play victim,” he muttered. “Not when you still let another man hold space in your heart.” Blessing’s lips parted, her chest rising and falling with fast breaths. “And you? You haven’t even given me a space in yours.” The words hung heavy between them. For a moment, his expression softened, like her words hit somewhere deep. But then, just as quickly, the wall returned. Without another word, he dropped the phone on the bed and turned to leave. Blessing sat frozen, staring at the glowing screen. Her heart pounded. She knew this wasn’t the end of it Samuel’s name had just opened a wound Rakeem would not let heal easily.
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