Bipolar

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I woke up with a headache and a little bit dizzy. I don't know how I got home last night. As far as I know, I was overjoyed and almost drowned myself in the wine. I put my cellphone on my bedside table. But I could almost throw a glass of water at my disposal. When I climbed out of bed, a large frame caught my attention. He looks serious, but you can see the authority in his eyes. When you saw his photo, you'll stop and stare at him, my boss's eyes hypnotized people. He calls for attention. I look around in the unfamiliar room where I woke up. My eyes rest on a wide mirror that looks like a wall. I could see myself wearing a big shirt that had not reached the middle of my thigh. I hugged myself when I notice that I wasn't wearing anything under or even a bra. Why am I here? And why the hell of all people I woke up on his bed? And gradually, my memories of what happened and what I did last night came back to my mind. I hit my forehead so many times with the shame I was feeling right now. It would have been okay for someone else, but, my god, it was my boss that I flirted with last night. I even grind my f*****g butt! I quickly sat down on the bed and covered myself with a blanket when someone opens the bedroom door. A girl came into the room and smiled at me. "That's alright, Ma'am. Sir Damon is already cooking breakfast." She said before leaving quickly. I've never been able to ask questions. I was frustrated that I couldn't find a brassiere. So I could do nothing but put both hands on my chest. It's still a virgin, so I can’t let Damon ogle on my breast. When I enter the kitchen, I see Damon busy at the table. Where is that girl who came into the room? Is she his maid? But she’s kind of young to be one. I was reminiscing about last night. He was still my boss, and what a shame I did that to him last night. "You're awake! Let’s eat." He called before pulling up a chair and sat me down. Even if I’m hesitating and wanted to go back, I could do nothing because I was still guilty, and I was not in a position to act. I sat down as he sat in front of me. I didn't even know how to face my face with such shame. Plus, I didn't wear a bra. You’re are amazing, Hiyasmin Jade! We ate so quietly that even the sound of the spoon and fork were startling me. I open my mouth and close again. I wanted to ask and explain what happen last night. But I was too shame to do that. I am startled when he talks. “Why your so stiff?” I didn’t answer. “Why? are you ashamed of what you did last night?” He smirked. Oh my god, now I hate myself more. “Get dressed. You still have a job to do,” he said before leaving me at the table. I wanted to say sorry and asked more, but I’m too ashamed to do that. I cleaned up the table before returning to my room. I think his house has a lot of room, and it looks big. Then if I slept in his room, where could he sleep? Tsk! how can I apologize to him? How can I say that it won't happen again? This is making me crazy. I bathe and dry my hair first. I don’t want someone to think something about me if I go out with wet hair. My boss has a lot of stalkers. I was using a blower, that I did not hear anyone knocking. So I was surprised when the door opened, and Damon looked up at me. "Oh my god! Why don't you knock? Even if your my boss and this is your house, it's still invading of privacy?!" I screamed at him. But he's not looking at me, as if he's avoiding something. Does he hate me that much? "Why do you look that way? Do you hate me that much?" "That's not it. But can you look at yourself first, before facing other people? They might think something." he hissed as if he was shy and still looking down as if he's avoiding me. I looked at myself as he pointed me. And to my surprise, my towel was gone. I feel like all my blood flowing through my body up to my face. I screamed loudly and quickly took the towel and ran to the bathroom. I was even more shocked when I heard the loud bang of laughter as he exited the room. Now I wanted the earth could open and swallow me right now. I put on the clothes that lay on the side of the bed. The fact that it bought exactly right my size, I feel a little better. Where did he put the clothes I was wearing last night? Why does he need to buy me a new one? When I left the room, I couldn't find Damon anymore. I was like a wild cat wandering around his house. Each round, I was even more amazed at how it looked. It's so fresh to the eye. I found him on the terrace talking to someone. I was going to approached him, but I stopped when I heard Martina's name. The b***h is guarding her prey. I couldn't help but rolled my eyes at him around, walking back into the house. When I was annoyed by this, I left the house and came to work alone. Fortunately, I found my bag. Otherwise, I might have been waiting in his penthouse until now. I smirked when I saw him come out on the elevator. He looks angry and scowling. I just smirked at him when he passed by. I don’t care if he's my boss. Do I don’t have the right to ignored him? I looked at the receiver beside me when it rang for the second time. I had no plans on answering that, but suddenly his door opened, and he glared at me. I was lifted from my seat when I saw him took a few steps from his office door to my table. I feel like he would throw the table at me. "To my office now," he said seriously. I can’t help but prayed in no time because his face doesn’t show any emotion. As I entered his office, I was startled as he stood right in front of the door. Seriously looking at me and not speaking. I pulled back as he walked closer to me. I crossed my arms on my chest when I saw him come close to me because of what he might do. But to my dismay, he just locked the door behind me. I wanted to slap myself, coz I sound like I was expecting more for something. “I’m sorry about what happen last night.” I started. He didn’t respond; he leans on his table and crosses his arms in front of his chest while staring at me. “I’m just too wasted that I already lost my sanity. Can you please forget what I did last night? I promise it won’t happen again.” I pleaded while his busy staring at me as if he's so lost in his thoughts. “Do you always go to that bar?” he asked, eyeing me. “No, it's just my friend brought me there to have fun. She just came back from vacation, so she visits me last‐‐” He cut me off and said. “Go back to work!” Crazy. He called me here, and then now he's asking me to leave. I’m so busy right now, and I don’t want to see his face, now making excuses. In frustration, I closed the door loudly when I came out. I down the building find any refreshments and loosen up a bit. But when I got out of the elevator, Lujan suddenly gets out of his car, smiling. "Hey, Jadeeyy, where are you going?" he asked as he approached me and put his hand on my shoulder. "I need to loosen up," He laughed out loud. "Why did my brother stress you out again?” he asked while opening a door for me. I’m really at ease when I’m with him. He always makes me smile and comfortable. And is easy to be with, unlike his hostile brother, who was conceived with resentment. He always treats me like a woman, while Damon always makes me feel like I’m not a girl. “What are you looking at?” I scowled at him when I caught him staring at me. He shrugged. “I just missed you.” He joked and pinched my nose. “Stop that. People might think there’ something going on with us.” I blocked his hands from pinching my nose again. “Let them. It won't harm you if they think that way.” He stated before he eats the cake I’m eating. “Tsk! Grossed.” I hissed, but the brute ignored me and ate all my food. He’s so childish for me to sees him more than just a friend or a brother. That’s why I always enjoyed his company. After a little chit-chat, Lujan left too. I thought his going to visit his brother, but he just took a selfie of us instead. I don’t understand what these were up to in life. I didn't know what that brother's trip was, and I often didn't understand them. Although often they look childish and do not seem trustworthy. But no matter how handsome they may be, you can’t just like a person because of their looks. When I came back to the office, Damon was leaning on my table. I fix myself before me at my station. I fix the folders on my desk and check some emails. I ignore him and continue my task that I left a while ago. He didn’t say a word, as if his patiently waiting for me to talk to him. In his dreams! “Are you mad at me?” he asked. Maybe he gets tired of watching me. “No.” “Then, why the f**k are you ignoring me? Did I do something wrong?” he asked, puzzled about my attitude. Men were clueless about everything. They always need you to justify your actions. Common sense died on their body. I shrugged and was startled when he suddenly curse before leaving me alone. At least he surrenders. I was surprised to hear the noise from his office and his loud cry. I quickly ran to his office to check on him. I don’t want anything from my boss. I didn't want to sleep on the road if Mrs. Catipi kicks me out. "Damon, are you all right? What happened here?" I caught him sitting in the receiving area of his office. It looks like he got into a fight with someone, but no one was there. I called the Cleaning Department to fix the mess he made. But I started to pick up his broken frame. At the same time, looking around the area getting worse and worse. He’s crazy! “Stop doing a job that’s not yours.” I heard him said. But still, I continue picking up his important things. I don’t know what happens, but I don’t want to fry on his personal life either. “I said stop—” “Ouch! s**t, I heard you. So, stop shouting, will you? s**t, it's bleeding.” I looked around for a tissue to stop the bleeding. But he held my hand, and to my surprise, he put it on his mouth and suck the blood out. I wanted to say it's grossed, but seeing doing that shocked the hell out of me. And I feel uneasy seeing him sucking my fingers. “Hiyasmin Jade, look what happened. Tsk! Why do you need the cleaning—” I pulled my hands and smiled at Regina as nothing happens. I don’t want her to think that something is off. She’s a walking radar of gossip and curiosity in this building. “Oh, Mr. Puertonillo, I’m sorry, I thought something happens to Jade. Excuse me!” After Regina left, he pulled me to the bathroom and washed my fingers. “I can do this,” but he's too stubborn to hear me. “I told you to stop picking up the frame—” “It's your family picture. It's supposed to be important.” I reason out, coz that’s true. “Even tho’ it's not your job?” I stared at him, scowling while putting a bandage on my wounds. “Go home if you're tired. I’m here.” He stops hearing what I said. “You’re even talking to me. And even… fjckggmvltrewisfl,” he whispered. “Stop talking to yourself, will you? Just rest if it's too much. I still have so many things to do.” I said before leaving him. I still need to instruct the cleaning department about the thing that can still use. But before I got out of his office, I saw his phone under the table, and it's broken. I just ignored it. Maybe he got into a fight with Martina or Alex. As I walked out of Damon's office, a pile of unruly women gathered around Fino, who’s sitting quietly at my desk. There’s a volume of problems in the world, and these bitches were adding up. b***h! My world lighted up when Fino turned around and smiled at me. "There you are. I've been looking for you. Where have you been?" he asked cheerfully. As if he's so happy to see me. In your dreams Hiyasmin Jade. “Why? I cleaned Damon’s office. Girls, can you get back to work and leave Fino alone?” I hissed. I call them boss most of the time, but sometimes I call them by their names If I feel like it. “Is this the document you want me to check?” “Yeah, I kind of busy since I came back from Hong Kong. Works keep on filing up, and it's killing me,” he complained. I bit my lower lip when he holds my hands and asking me the favors. How can I resist this handsome human being in front of me? “I’ll look into it. But I won't promise anything, okay? You know how busy I am because of your friend.” He grinned, and to my surprise, hugged me. “DAMN IT! WHAT f**k ARE YOU TWO DOING?” Here comes the Demon.
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