Dreams Bound in Darkness

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The city lights smeared across my windshield like falling starts, rain chasing itself down in frantic streaks down the glass My apartment building came into the view - four stories of peeling bricks and weary windows, slouched beneath the jaundice glow of a flickering street lamp. It looked tired. Almost apologetic, as if it was not enough to hold the life buried inside it. I cut the engine but didn't move. My hands stayed clenched on the steering wheel, knuckles white as though I was bracing for an impact long after the car had stopped. Inside, the familiar smell of old carpet and lavender air freshener greeted me. It should have been comforting. Instead, it pressed closed, cloying, as though the walls themselves were listening. I tossed my coat over the chair. The contract slipped free from my pocket, skittering onto the counter, with a whisper of the papers. So light. So fragile. And yet, when my eyes met the ink etched across its surface, my chest tightened as if chained to a stone at the bottom of a lake. "Annie?" Her voice - soft, cracked at the edges - floated from the back room. Mom. Even in her weakest moments, hearing just say my name unravel me. I pushed open the door. She sat propped against the faded pillows, skin pale as moonlight, hair spilling loose over her shoulder like a river of silver. Her lips trembled but smiled when she saw me. "You're late?" "I... Traffic," I murmured, though every street I'd driven had been deserted. She didn't ask again. She never did. I sat beside her, our silence wrapping around us - heavy but familiar. Her hand was bird- light in mine, warmth already fading. Beneath the machines steady hum,I swore I could hear the time giving way, grain by grain, in an hourglass. And I had sworn - my blood - that I wouldn't let the last grains fall. That was when I felt it. A breath colder than ice traced the back of my neck. My chest is locked. My eyes darted to the corners of the dim room. The shadows there quivered- not like something moved, but as if they themselves were alive. I turned, forcing myself to face the darkness that thickened near the window. For the briefest moment, he was there. Lucien. Tall. Still. The curve of a smile that never touched his eyes. Watching. I blinked, and the air snapped back to stillness. He was gone. Only the faint metallic tang of ozone lingered, crackling on my tongue like a broken storm. "Are you tired?" Mom's tired eyes searched mine. My throat caught before I managed a laugh. " Just .... Tired." A lie, and tremor in my voice betrayed me. Tired wasn't the word. Bound was. Haunted. Owned. I busied my hands, pouring two glasses of water though my group trembled so badly the rims clinked. "Want to watch something on TV?" My voice was too bright, too eager- begging for normalcy neither of us truly believed in. She nodded, smiling faintly, though I read the worry stiched into her gaze. The machines pulsed louder, louder, like a clock counting a secret neither of us dared named. From the kitchen counter the contract lay silent. My eyes disobeyed me, snapping back to it again and again. I wanted to rip it apart, scatter it's ashes in the rain. But I knew better. You don't burn bonds written in shadows. And you don't undo a signature given with your soul. The walls flickered. Not a trick of the lights- no. A shadow slid across the corner behind her, tall and deliberate. My body reacted before my mind caught up, snapping towards it with my heart lodged in my throat. Nothing. Nothing but wallpaper and silence. Still, cold lingered, settling in my bones. "Annie?" Mom's finger squeezed mine, fragile as porcelain. " You're scaring me. " I forced another laugh and tried to soften my face. "Just the wind." I lied though deep down I knew the wind doesn't watch you from the dark. For one small, perfect heartbeat she smiled. "Better the wind" she whispered " than that pizza guy who nearly gave me a heart attack." I laughed and ugly broken sound at first- but hers followed, light as glass chimes swaying in a summer breeze. And for that moment, the world melted back to just us. Two voices, a little laugh, ordinary life slipping in between the cracks. But the shadows didn't leave. They waited. Watching. And I knew - sooner or later - they would want more than laughter. Later I slipped into my room. The shadows here felt thicker, somehow heavier, yet I craved some privacy. I curled into bed, pulling the blanket high over my chest. Exhaustion pressed down on me, and before I knew it, my breathing slowed. Sleep swallowed me whole. I found myself walking in a field - a field at the edge of summer, fireflies scattering their glow across the dusk. Warm air, rich with the smell of cut grass and honeysuckel. A place I hadn't thought of in a year yet recognised instantly. A man stood just beyond the glow, his figure perfectly clear yet smudges at the edges, like charcoal pressed into the page and then rubbed away. His smile - God- that smile struck something hollow and tender inside me. It was the kind of smile that belonged to another life, one that had once felt endless. His laughter followed, a low, velvet-sift sound that made the world tilt. Suddenly everything sharpened the brush of his hand against mine, warm and steady. The faint thrum under my skin when his fingure lingered. The way his eyes caught the light- were they green, silver or an endless black? I couldn't tell every time I looked, the colour shifted, a fleeting mystery. "Stay," He whispered, the single word a quite plea, low almost breaking. Or maybe it wasn't "stay" at all. Maybe it was something else entirely, a name or a promise, lost on the wind between us. I couldn't tell if it was a memory or a dream, the past or a dreadful promise. But the ache in my chest was real. The way his closeness burned like a stolen truth was real. For a moment, it was beautiful. A moment I wanted to dissolve into completely, to forget the present, to forget the chains I had just put on. But then the dream shifted. Shadows streched across the horizon, swallowing the gold until the field shrank to nothing but a smear of gray. The fireflies sputtered out, their glow winking into silence. His hand still held mine, but now the warmth bled away, leaving his skin like ice marble against mine. The cold was so absolute it hurt, radiating from his touch and seeping into my bones. I tried to breathe his name, but the syllables dissolve on my tongue. His face blurred further, edges smearing into the dark, until only his eyes remained- twin voids, still unblinking, infinite. The silence pressed against me, thick and merciless. The more I clung to the memory of light and warmth, the more it slipped through my grasp like sand, leaving me choking on emptiness. And then- like a crack across glass- I woke with a gasp. The golden field was gone, the fireflies gone, but the pressed flower lay on my nightstand, open, waiting. Its petals were a delicate, faded purple, frayed with age, yet carrying the faintest trace of something electric in the air. I reached out and touched it and for a single jarring heartbeat I couldn't tell if my skin burned with longing or froze with fear. Some dreams are never just dreams. Author Note:- Thank you so much for diving into the Annie's world with me! Every page you turn is like sharing a secret midnight snack and a cosy blanket fort- together we're chasing fireflies of memory and dodging shadows in the hallway. If you felt your heart flutter ( or got a little chill!) as Annie did, then my mission is accomplished. Stay curious, dream big and don't forget - sometimes the scariest stories are the ones hiding behind the sweetest smiles. Until the next chapter, I'll be saving a seat for you under the softest lamp light. With a wink and many thanks, Your slightly spooky, somewhat Sentimental author
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