TONIGHT

Five

Chapter Five

It was a drunken mistake.

One that both Taehyung and Seokjin doesnt want to ever go back into.

Seokjin can still remember that night and he hates every single second of it, it made his skin crawl and it made him realize how disgusting he is.

Taehyung and him is not really in the smoothest part of their relationship during that time, they're both having a hard time dealing with each other's differences.

Seokjin at eighteen, he's still a little immature but his dreams are clear. One of it surely includes the man of his dreams, his boyfriend, Kim Taehyung.

Taehyung at twenty one, that's when he starts to get serious as he already know and planned about what he wants to be in the future and of course it also includes his beautiful boyfriend, Kim Seokjin.

Taehyung knows that Seokjin is going to be his endgame, it's Seokjin or no one, that's what it is for him from the very start.

The reason as to why even the massive amount of both genders going crazy about him, they all remained unnoticed as his attention is set to Seokjin, his beauty.

Though, Taehyung's dreams and hopes for his future with Seokjin seems to be getting along the way.

Taehyung became serious with college and his part-time jobs. When he's not with Seokjin, he's reviewing. When he's with Seokjin, he's reviewing.

And just like some cliché movies, someone told Seokjin that Taehyung is really busy but not because of how hectic college was but because of a certain someone.

Seokjin with all the immaturity and doubt in his both heart and mind, he drunk and drunk until he's good to pass out.

That's when he met Jungkook.

Someone who has the same drive as him, immature and doesnt have a good logic in his system.

Jungkook isnt actually new to whatever happens in a bar so he romanticized everything that slipped out of his mouth that made Seokjin believed, must be the alcohol convincing him.

And that night, the both of them continuously pleasured each other not even knowing who is who but it is Taehyung who's actually on his mind.

As he woke up, already sober. He cried his heart out waking Jungkook up who's as confused as he is but not surprised that he ends up with someone on the bed.

He promised himself not to sleep with another man but Taehyung. He's trying his best to be a better partner and this happened,

The both of them decided to just forget about what happened especially with Seokjin confessing that he actually has a boyfriend.

Jungkook turns out to be in the same college as Taehyung but with a different course.

Taehyung's having a rough time yet he still manages to be with Seokjin, he keeps on assuring him that the sacrifices that they're making would be worth in the near future and it made Seokjim feel even more horrible.

Just when he thought that things are already going smoothly, he got pregnant.

And there's no way that he could say that it was Taehyung's as in their three years of relationship, they had s*x only thrice and they havent had any s****l activity in that year.

Seokjin admitted everything to the older and that's the first time he saw Taehyung cried asking where did he went wrong, how all of those days without him bothered Seokjin even though it is all because of him thinking about their future.

Taehyung wished that Seokjin had seen it.

The older broke up with him saying that he couldnt stay with someone who already cheated with him considering how petty the reason is, how they could've solved it if only Seokjin said the problems right on his face.

He cried and cried going to the extent of kneeling infront of Taehyung so that he could take him back but Taehyung isnt going to have any of it.

Seokjin then talked to Jungkook telling him that he's pregnant with his kid but Jungkook doesnt want the baby even suggesting that since they're not both ready for it, they should abort it.

Three days after the talk, Jungkook went to where Seokjin is handing him a white pill explaining that his friends said that once you swallowed it, you'll bleed nonstop causing for a miscarriage.

Yes, Seokjin knows that the both of them are not ready for it and he's not expecting for Jungkook to accept it just like that but he raised his hope all too high thinking that Jungkook would atleast acknowledged what happened.

He's too far gone.

Seokjin is lost, he doesnt know what to do. He practically did everything with Taehyung and the older was always glad to guide him in everything.

He knows that he's drowning and he wont survive, he doesnt know how.

He took the pill, for the baby to die.

He continuously cut himself, for him to die with the baby.

But someone heard his cries and all, he got rushed to the hospital and was saved. The baby was saved too, probably holding on too tight.

Taehyung came to visit him crying, telling Seokjin to stop hurting himself and just take care of the baby because that's the right thing to do.

"I dont want the baby! I wish I just had a miscarriage."

And that's when Seokjin got his first hard slap from Taehyung.

That's why Seokjin keeps on blaming himself about everything because it is really his fault, everything.

The fact that Jana is the one suffering from his mistakes made him feel even more horrible, he didnt have a miscarriage as the dosage of the pill is not right for him but it has an affect for the baby and that's why Jana was born mute.

Everytime that something bad would happen to the twins, he keeps on blaming himself.

Taehyung even with the slightest mistakes starts to hit him, he got worst as the days goes by. Luckily, he's not hitting him when the kids are around.

Taehyung loves the twins so much.

He knows better than anyone else that the kids are different from their parents and the parents mistakes shouldnt be blamed to their kids.

That's why even though Seokjin is hurting both physically and emotionally with his boyfriend, he still stayed.

He's nothing without Kim Taehyung.