My hands haven’t stopped shaking, and my nails are down to nubs at this point. There are so many things running through my mind right now. I’m finally about to meet CK. He’s been a rock for me for so many years, it feels like I already know him. The way we mesh through messages is unlike anything I'd experienced until I met Lachlan. Lachlan texted me twenty minutes ago, but I didn’t respond. He said he was debating showing up, tossing me on the back of his bike, and riding away. There was a winking emoji at the end, but I didn’t doubt for a second that he was serious. I should have been upfront from the beginning with him. Now we’re in too deep, and he’s having to take a back seat while I go meet the man that may or may not steal my heart. Can you be in love with two people at once

