Christina
I always naively used to think that the right decisions calm the sorrow and clearly let you know you did the right thing when fate puts a fork in the road where you can only turn left or right. Right then, however, for the first time in my life, I realized that man's greatest delusion is that time heals all... Nobody mentions that after that seemingly important decision, time only stirs up feelings and guilt even more. It starts breaking you from every possible angle until you can't defend yourself at all.
When I told Steven no that morning, I genuinely thought that by choosing stability and protecting him from my crazy mother, I could somehow convince myself it was for the best for all of us. But the moment he stormed out of the closet in a rage, I regretted not picking that s
