. I Awoke from the heaviest dreamless sleep I had gotten in awhile. I stretched eagerly and sat up quickly. Caspian sat at his easily, glancing over to me, with a half smile on his face. "Goodmorning beautiful." I bit my lip as I probably looked like an ogre. The second time he's seen me like this, but he always just smiled at me. Accepted me. I flopped backwards with a groan. Two more days. I felt a sinking seed of dread enter my gut. I was going to have my Awakening soon and I was absolutely terrified. A bit excited. But what if I turned dark? "Whats the matter love?" He came to sit on the bed, hand on my thigh. My pj pants rode up and bunched around my waist. His skin to skin contact made me shiver. "Just. My birthdays coming up and it's on the blood moon. I'll be twenty three. An

