Episode4

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Daughter's burden Elena's POV The heart monitor beeped like a dying clock, each steady tone carving another small crack into my already fragile soul. I sat hunched in the uncomfortable plastic chair beside Dad’s hospital bed, my fingers wrapped tightly around his cold hand, desperately trying to push some of my own warmth into his thinning skin. The room felt suffocating tonight and the familiar smell of antiseptic mixed with the fading scent of the cheap daisies I had brought three days ago. Most of the white petals had already dropped onto the windowsill, looking like tiny surrender flags. “Daddy…” I whispered, my voice barely louder than the machine keeping track of his heartbeat. “You still owe me that dance at my graduation, remember? You promised.” His eyelids fluttered open slowly, as if even that small movement cost him precious energy. Those warm brown eyes that used to sparkle with the silliest dad jokes now looked tired and sunken, but the moment they focused on me, they softened with the same unconditional love I had known my entire life. “Elena… my sweet girl,” he rasped, his voice rough and weak. “You’re here again. You should be back at your apartment, resting or studying. Not wasting your nights in this cold room with me.” I forced a bright smile, even though my eyes burned with the threat of tears. “I’m exactly where I need to be. Besides, who else is going to make sure you don’t flirt with all the pretty nurses?” He let out a weak chuckle that quickly turned into a painful cough. I immediately reached for the cup of water on the side table, carefully holding the straw to his lips while supporting his head with my other hand. He sipped slowly, then leaned back against the thin pillows with a tired sigh. “You’re a terrible liar, sweetheart,” he said after catching his breath. His thumb moved weakly over my knuckles. “I can see the exhaustion in your eyes. Have you been sleeping at all?” I looked away for a second, focusing on the wilting flowers instead of his concerned face. “I’m fine, Dad. Just pulled another all-nighter studying for my pharmacology exam. You know how it is in nursing school. Nothing I can’t handle.” That was only half true. Between my second-year coursework at NYU, long clinical rotations at the hospital, night shifts at the campus coffee shop, and spending every free moment here, sleep had become a luxury I could barely afford. My body felt heavy, my mind foggy, but I couldn’t burden him with the truth. Not when he was already fighting the biggest battle of his life. Dad had always been my everything. After losing Mom during childbirth, it had just been the two of us against the world. No grandparents. No aunts or uncles who cared enough to stay in touch. Dad’s side of the family had cut ties years ago over some old financial disagreement he rarely spoke about, and Mom’s parents had passed away long before I was born. So he became my whole family. He poured everything into Hart’s Auto Repair & Parts , the small but honest business he had built from scratch in Brooklyn over twenty years. He worked long hours fixing cars, managing inventory, and dealing with difficult customers, always making sure I had clothes that fit, school supplies, and enough food on the table. Then everything changed eighteen months ago. A large corporate chain had moved aggressively into the neighborhood, offering rock bottom prices, flashy advertising, and deals that no small local shop could match. They systematically poached Dad’s biggest clients and pressured suppliers until his business began bleeding money. He fought hard, took out loans, worked even longer hours, tried every trick he knew, but the stress eventually broke his body. The back pain started small, then spread and then the unexplained weight loss followed. The crushing fatigue and the diagnosis of advanced kidney disease came like a final blow. Now, the strong man who once carried heavy engines across the shop floor could barely sit up without help. And the medical bills kept piling higher. “You’re worrying me, Elena,” Dad said quietly, pulling me out of my thoughts. “Tell me the truth. How bad are the bills this month?” I hesitated, biting the inside of my cheek. “They’re… manageable. I worked out another payment plan with the billing department. Don’t worry about it.” He gave me a long, knowing look. “Elena Grace Hart, I’ve known you since the day you were born. I can tell when you’re scared. Talk to me.” Tears stung my eyes again. I blinked them away fiercely and squeezed his hand. “It’s a little high this time. But I’m handling it. I’m picking up more shifts, and my scholarship is still covering most of tuition. We’re going to get through this. We always do.” Dad’s expression filled with guilt and sorrow. “I didn’t survive losing the shop just to watch you destroy yourself trying to save me. You’re only twenty two. You should be enjoying college life, making friends, maybe even dating a nice boy who treats you right. Not spending every spare minute in this hospital room.” “We’re a team,” I reminded him, my voice cracking slightly. “You took care of me my whole life. Now it’s my turn. I’m going to become a nurse, get a good job, and take proper care of you. Just hold on a little longer for me, okay?” He smiled sadly, his eyes drifting toward the window where the city lights twinkled in the distance. “Your mother would be so proud of the strong young woman you’ve become. But she’d also be angry with me for letting you carry this burden alone. I keep thinking about how fast everything fell apart. One big company came in with their endless money and crushed every small business in the area and didn’t care who got destroyed in the process. I tried to compete… God knows I tried.” The pain in his voice made my chest ache. I rested my head gently against his arm, breathing in the faint remaining scent of him that still reminded me of motor oil, coffee, and home. We stayed like that for a while, the only sounds being the steady beep of the monitor and the occasional distant voice from the nurses’ station. I told him stories from my clinical rotations to lighten the mood, funny patient moments, things I was learning, and how determined I was to graduate at the top of my class. He listened with genuine pride in his eyes, occasionally asking questions even when I could tell he was getting tired…. When visiting hours finally ended, the nurse gave me a sympathetic look and asked me to leave. I kissed Dad’s forehead, lingering longer than usual, memorizing the feeling. “I love you, Daddy. More than anything.” “Love you more, baby girl,” he whispered. “Go home and get some real sleep tonight. Promise me.” I nodded even though I knew I wouldn’t. The hallway outside felt colder and lonelier than ever. I leaned against the wall for a moment, closing my eyes and trying to breathe through the heavy pressure sitting on my chest. My phone vibrated in my pocket, another notification from the hospital billing portal. I didn’t have the courage to open it. As I finally stepped out into the cool New York night, the weight of another impossible decision pressed down harder. How much longer could I keep pretending everything would be okay? How far was I truly willing to go to save the only person who had ever loved me unconditionally? A sleek black car idled across the street, its tinted windows reflecting the hospital lights. For a brief second, I felt like someone was watching me. But when I looked again, the car had already disappeared smoothly into the traffic. Still, deep in my gut, I couldn’t shake the feeling that my life was quietly approaching a dangerous path, one that woul d demand something I might never be able to take back.
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