Lust of the Light

Jealousy

    I walked into my home to find Alora asleep in my bed.  I could feel the new darkness radiating off of her.  I felt nothing but anger and determination, she would be my queen and produce my heir.  I would make her officially mine.  She stirred awake and looked up at me through long eyelashes, "Good morning."  I did not wish to wait any longer, I leaned down and attached my lips to hers.  She kissed back soft and gentle until I snuck my tongue into her mouth.  I began to move my tongue around hers.  I placed my body over her and began to suck on her bottom lip.  It was so plump and full, I could feel it swelling as I tugged and pulled on it.  

    My hand quickly reached up to massage her breast and circle her n****e with my thumb.  She moaned and I smiled against her lips.  She moved her hands to my cold stomach and pushed my shirt up.  I had not expected her to reciprocate so quickly.  I pushed the bulge in my pants against her and I knew she felt it as she began to squirm.  Women had never been able to resist me, the daughter of light would be no different.  Her hands tangled in my hair as I began to kiss and move down her neck.  My hand moved under her shirt to find her braless.  My fingers begin to pull and twist her n*****s until she stopped me.

    "Draven, stop.  We have to stop."  I almost growled in response, "Why do you not want to be with me?"  "I do, but I am not going to give my virtue away until I am married.  I am sorry if I didn't make that clear in the beginning."  I sighed, time to manipulate, "Baby do I not make you feel good?"

   "Of course you do!  I love your touch, but I have to save myself Draven, it is very important."  "Alora, if you do not wish for me to pleasure you, we should probably see other people.  I need you physically and if I can't have you I have to find someone I can have."

    Tears welled up in her eyes and I ignored the ache in my chest.  "Draven, you don't mean that do you?"  "Oh I do sweetheart, I have needs as a man that need to be fulfilled.  I want you so much I can't stand to be around you and not have you.  We can still see each other, but I would have to have some way to get release."     

    She looked down seeming to think about this, "I have to go I am hosting the school carnival today.  I hope you'll come, but if you don't I understand."  She kissed my cheek before hopping up and putting her hoodie and shoes on.  This would be harder than I thought.  I had to destroy the light inside her to get her to see my side.

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Alora's POV

    The carnival began as a success.  I couldn't believe so many people came together to raise money for the school to be rebuilt.  Alice was working beside me as she took money and gave tickets.  I looked around to see what we had made together.  There were carnival rides, games, and food.  After we shut down we were having a dance in a hotel nearby.  Some were setting up a bar and bringing alcohol, I knew now it was the devil's drink and I couldn't have any.  I regretted the night I had drank in the club, I had probably already turned myself over to darkness that night without knowing.  My parents did not warn me of the evils of this world.

    I was now living with the fact that I had killed a man, whether it be self defense or not, his blood was on my hands.  I felt myself start to shake and my head start to hurt as I thought of him.  I didn't know if I could ever live with myself or be forgiven.

    I looked up to see him there, I could always sense him nearby.  Draven had a girl draped on his arm, she had red hair and a tight white dress that showed all her curves.  I hadn't realized how provocative girls on earth dressed.  We were told to cover up our bodies and only our soulmates could see them.  Draven had not seen me, but he had touched my private area meant for only my husband.  

    I felt my heart race and my breath become shallow as he smiled at me, "Alora, this is Tatiana.  Alora is a good friend of mine."  I noticed Alice's eyes widen as she turned to stare at me in shock.  I smiled a bright smile, "Nice to meet you.  Thank you for coming to support the school."

    She cackled a hideous laugh, "I'm only here to get free alcohol and spend some time with Draven."  She looked at him like he was her next meal.  I couldn't help but let my eyes drift over the tight v-neck t-shirt he was wearing with his black ripped skinny jeans.  I began to imagine my hands all over his body but quickly shut that off.  It was impure to think thoughts like that about a man.  I could not lust after him in such a way.

    He smirked as if he knew what I was thinking.  "Enjoy your night you two."  I watched as they walked off together and he squeezed her backside.  I felt rage boiling inside me as I watched them the rest of the night.

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    Inside the dance I watched as Draven ran his hands all over her body and kissed her.  She moaned with pleasure as his lips went down her neck and his hands grabbed all over her.  She went to the restroom and I knew it was my chance.  I locked eyes with a man I knew had been staring at me and motioned him over to the dance floor.  

    I began to shake my body all over him as I had seen Alice do at the club.  I could sense his lust and arousal as his hands grabbed my butt and rubbed.  I suddenly felt him being pulled off of me.  I looked back to see Draven holding him by the collar, "Get the f*** off my girl now before I throw you through this wall."  

    I smirked at him, "Jealous are we?"  He scowled at me as his eyes darkened, "No man touches what is mine Alora and you are mine."  I started to respond when his date walked up and instantly stuck her tongue down his throat and her hand on his bulge in his jeans.  I could only see red and I twisted my hand and she went flying into the punch table.  I knew her arm was broken and I didn't care.  I turned to look at Draven and he crossed his arms and smirked like he knew it was me.  I felt no remorse or interest in helping her, how dare she touch him like that?  He held out his hand and I took it as we began to walk out together.  I felt something inside that I couldn't describe.  I felt powerful and I wanted more.