It's been a week since the incident, but I still feel so scared for Shehzad. He didn't care for himself for he had already forfeited his life. But I cared. I cannot bear to lose him. The weather was getting hot and sticky and uncomfortable ut I didn't give it much thought. I couldn't whole heartedly focus on my studies or my club activities. I needed to take my mind off some things. And I was grateful to Allah when that opportunity when the Chairman asked me to help with Sonia's wedding preparations and Mr. Reed gave me to debate competition invitations before winter break. It took my mind off the horrid thoughts as I kept myself busy at school during weekdays and my weekends were spent in preparing for Sonia's Mehndi function at the main mansion. And for another week, I didn't get to

