The Last Female Alphas

BLOOMING PASSION 1

Blaze POV:

Connor gives my shoulder a gentle squeeze and links me, “Blaze, we need to tell them everything, I know you are terrified, but we have to, so just relax and start from the beginning.” Blake squeezes my shoulder while Oliver nods. I looked at Luke. He is the smartest one of us all. “Luke, how should I tell them they don’t have anyone left?”

“Ray and Día are together, that gives them both hope. So please tell them everything from the beginning.”

I nodded and started explaining. I told her that my family was part of the Rogue Alpha's pack. How Connor, our mothers, and I were sent to their pack and everything that happened after that till today. I tell her how we failed both of them again and again when we couldn’t save them. I tell them how sorry I am that we didn’t do enough. I looked at Stacey and asked her to help them both with any spells or leftover magic placed on them. She was crying herself but nodded. As a high coven priestess's daughter, she hated how magic was used for bad things. Luke added that he would work with them on compulsion too. Ray was listening to everything, nodding now and again. The first thing she asks is not for herself but for Día, if Connor remembers anything about Día’s family. Thor whimpers, “She is so selfless, even after everything, she thinks about others first. She would be a great alpha.”

“She will be, and we will help her. With anything and everything she needs.” I told him proudly.

Connors starts explaining everything that happened after my mother and I left. When Día whispers how she remembers Connor helping her, it breaks my heart for her. She will shift soon. I know it deep down, and we will help them get the revenge they deserve.

When Ray says monsters. It breaks me, Thor howls in pain. I can’t hear her say she hates me. I feel like a weakling thinking about running away, but I can’t hear those words. It will break me. So, I shift and run. I know I am being a coward, but I didn’t know what else to do. Everyone tries to link me. I link them all, “Leave me alone, she hates me.”

Roy responds before I shut them out. “Don’t leave the pack, you will risk others. You don’t know what she feels. You ran away before she said anything else. We are giving you time, but I will come get you if you don’t return in an hour on your own.” I don’t bother responding. I just ran deeper into the forest. I finally shifted back to myself when I was deep in the forest, away from everyone and completely alone. I punched the tree which was almost barren with no life left in it and kept punching it until I couldn’t anymore. My knuckles are blooded and torn, but my heart hurts more than my injured hands.

Thor pleads to me, “Let’s go to the meadow, maybe I can smell her scent one last time.”

I shift and run towards the meadow and sit under the willow tree wallowing in my misery. The girl I love the most in this world hates me. Thor and I both came here to be alone a lot in the past and cried alone. Every time we couldn’t help someone in time, and someone lost their life. We cried every time we couldn’t help the girls. I am lost in my memories when suddenly I smell her flowery scent getting stronger. We stare at her as she comes closer. She asks Thor to let me have control. She wants to talk.

“Thor, I can’t let her see me like this. I am broken. I am the son of the person who stole everything from her. Who killed her family.” He understands me and shakes his head. She comes closer, but I don’t move. I just stood there waiting to hear her hateful words, waiting for her to blame me for everything. Waiting for her to tell me that she never wants to see me again.

She is right next to Thor rubbing the fur on his head while I am lost in my mind, and he starts purring. Doesn’t she find me repulsive? Then she started talking, and her words startled me more. She tells me she remembers everything we did for her. How is she not upset with me? She calls me her angel and Thor purrs the loudest, louder than anything I have ever heard; he is wagging his tail. He is like a damn puppy next to her. She reminds me that she remembers all the treats, cupcakes, blankets, and jumpers. She tells me I did the right thing with the choices I made. And how she wouldn’t want anyone dying for her. I will die a thousand times to keep her happy. She tells me I shouldn’t hold so much guilt and should forgive myself.

Happiness flows through me like a waterfall, she doesn’t hate me. She is the sunshine on a rainy day, she is my morning ray. I can’t hold back anymore, so I shift back and hug her with everything in me. Gentle sparks surround us. I feel like my nerves are buzzing with energy. I don’t even care that I am naked. She shocks me further by kissing me softly at first, but it turns heated instantly. I pour my relief, love, and everything I feel for her in that kiss. Her lips are soft and taste like honey. I can keep kissing her for eternity. But when I smell her arousal, I finally stop myself and hold her close to me. Even Thor is quiet and enjoys this.

“We almost lost her; I can’t hurt her. Don’t do anything stupid human, or I will find a way to hurt you.” I rolled my eyes at him.

“I won’t ever hurt her, Thor. I love her.”

I told her, I should be the one consoling her, but here she is taking care of me. Before I could stop myself, I confessed my love for her. I will die a happy man knowing she knew my feelings for her. I immediately told her that she didn’t have to say it back. I am not trying to pressure her. She has a lot of emotions right now. She did learn a lot about her family. She is overwhelmed with emotions, and I can’t take advantage of her. Her emotions and safety come before my own wants and needs. I will always protect her and fight for her. She would never cry again. I will kill anyone who made her cry again. I kissed her again, gently this time with more emotions. Memorizing every detail of her lips and her soft skin. I held her tightly for a long time just convincing myself, that she is still here with me. I love her so much. I am lost in her embrace, feeling her heat and warmth. I feel sparks as if electricity crackles around us binding us together.

Roy breaks the spell which has us lost in each other, “Blaze, please come back here now, bring Ray back too. We know she’s with you. You had all of us worried.”

“Sorry, Roy.” With that, I sighed and decided to go back with Ray. I need to find some clothes; I can’t walk around naked.

Thor has other plans.

“Please let her ride me. I want to spend some time with her.”

“Sure. Thor, but be careful.”

I told Ray the plan. She seemed excited about riding me. Before I could think of some other reasons to tell her no, I shifted and lay down for her to climb me. We went back to the cottage in no time. Thor grumbles, “How about you give her a ride later?”

“You won’t forget this, or I will take over.”

“Deal, I won’t forget.”