MY FATHER told me back then for a saying that "Don't let yourself be a loser, instead keep moving forward and prove them wrong." That quotation isn't yet out of my mind, rather it is still pushing and motivating me that a problem is curable.
"I don't know how could I hide in every problem that attacks me. As in hell! There is no day that they f*cking attack me. And why do I feel like this? It's because my life is every day a mess."
"Yea, maybe you're right. But haven't you think that you are also lucky for having those. Okay, if you would ask me why, it's all because you always trying and training yourself to be stronger and even stronger. But still, I won't blame you to feel like that because I know and understand every situation that you encounter and how you're dealing with it. I feel
