Mated or fated? (Completed Book #5 of the blood moon saga)

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Me

I know why he helped me

Mum

Oh?

Me

He's my Ailm fated. The marks just appeared and xaviers mark dissolved.

Mum

Oh my. Holy heaven I can't believe it. Oh honey how do you feel

Me

Amazing and guilty. Complete and happy but guilty that I hate the thought of Xavier. Like the thought of him repulses me because he isn't Brian

Mum

I see. Well don't feel guilty after what he did to you. Your feelings are valid love and you deserve happiness.

Me

Thanks mum. When's James coming to borabora?

Mum

Lola is at home packing as we speak and he is at the office sorting stuff out, they will leave tonight. I think Keagen is going to

Me

Good it will be nice to have them there. Tell everyone I love them and that I really am ok. Tell them how he saved me and when we get home I'm appointing him as alpha

Mum

You don't have to give him that position love

Me

If it was you and dad would you want to be alpha or would you want to be his Luna?

Mum

Oh well, when you put it like that. I've got to go emmets calling. He loves it here by the way

Me

I'm glad he's happy. Before you go, can you do something for me?

Mum

Anything.

Me

Will you move my stuff into the room on the top floor and have a designer come in and make it look more modern and have Brian's things moved in there. I'll deal with xaviers room when we get home

Mum

No problem baby. Chat you soon

I closed the link and got dressed and checked the time. We still had a few hours before we landed so I pulled out my fluffy socks and I wore Brian's T-shirt with pyjamas bottoms. His wild vanilla scent was enough to hypnotise me. I totally relaxed and realised xaviers scent didn't stand a chance against this one.

I go to find my mate and see he's waiting on the coffee so I go to the sofa and turn the tv on choosing the next Halloween movie. When he comes back he pulls me onto his knee and I love how my skin reacts to his. Like my insides prance around in happiness when we are close.

"What you thinking about"

He says cradling me in his arms and handing me my coffee and food.

"How if Xavier didn't die our bond would have clicked into place and the mate bond would have disappeared. I wouldn't have been able to even tolerate being around him"

He stops what he was doing and looks at me.

"That's um interesting.. the bond would have clicked because I couldn't stand to be without you"

"And I couldn't sleep without the drum of your chest"

I answer honestly. I take a bite of the chicken sandwich and moan at the taste. He chuckles at me but eats his own as the movie starts

"I'm going to need to go shopping when we get here iv no beach clothes"

I said to him, He bites his lip and chuckles

"What?"

"I might have thrown out like 3 of your bikini's when I saw them. You have one swimming suit and that's really it"

I snort and laugh at him

"Even before the bond?"

"Ha honestly I would have done it after meeting you that first day"

I smile and rest my head against him again

"Fine we can go shopping and you can help me buy a burka or something"

He snorts this time and lifts me up so I'm straddling him. He holds my ass and squeezes it.

"It better be a baggy burka cause this ass is mine"

I giggle as he kisses my cheek and jaw and throat. I groan as goosebumps spread across my skin and my body melts into his. He nips where my mark will lay and a bolt of lightning hits me right between my legs. I cried out and pulled his face to mine and I kissed him.

He kissed me back but it wasn't soft, it was anything but soft and I loved it. I Love it when he bites my lip and his tongue takes control. I love how his arms wrap around me and cocoon me in his arms squeezing and exploring my skin.

I pull his head tightly against my face and tangle my hands in his beautiful blond hair. He pulls away breathless and panting

"We need to stop"

"Why"

I basically cry through heavy breaths

"Because our first time is not going to be on a plane. Our first time will be epic"

I groan and rest my forehead on his.he chuckles and slaps my ass and moves me so I'm back in his arms and watching tv. His hands go under my shirt and he draws small designs along my skin. My skin feels alive under his touch and I love it.

The s****l tension was only made worse when his d**k twitched under me. I cried out in a huff and gave him the best puppy dog look ever. He leaned down right beside my ear

"What is it baby? Am I driving you crazy"

I groaned as his fingers slipped under the waistband of my trousers. I swallowed the lump in my throat as my mouth went dry. His breath fanned over my ear and sent shivers down my spine. His fingers barely touched my skin making the blood under my skin dance to the beat of his fingers.

"Do you like that baby?"

I closed my eyes and fell back

"Open your eyes"

I opened them and looked into his bright blue ones. He smirked

"Good girl"

His fingers trailed over my wet panties and he groaned as his hand came in contact with my wet panties

"Soo f*****g wet"

I watched as he inhaled deeply

"You smell so good"

His fingers trailed along the lining of my pants and with the flick of his wrist his fingers made contact with my s*x. I screamed out and jumped as my blood jumped within me

"Oh you like that baby"

"Yess"

It was barely a whisper but it was there. And when he ran his fingers through my folds I cried out again. His thumb connected with my c**t and I jumped in his arms. He held me firmly in place. His breath on my ear sent a shiver through my entire body but when he pushed a finger inside me I screamed.

He caught it in his mouth and my scream turned to a moan as he used his tongue to taste me. The kiss was harsh and full of love. His finger plunged inside me, he pulled it back out and added another curling them and hitting my gspot.

I grabbed his hair and pulled his face closer moving my hips to meet his fingers. He groaned as I rode his fingers and explored his mouth.

This was how it was meant to be, this is the feeling I was meant to have the first time. The need, the want, the pure unimaginable desire I have for him. This was how it was meant to feel.

My stomach tightened and my core pulsed around him as I came screaming in his mouth soaking his hand and my panties in my c*m.

Everything went dark then one after the other colours flashed before my eyes sending pulses through my body. I lay Trembling in total satisfaction in his arms. When he pulled away my breaths were heavy and I was in shock at how damn good that felt. Nothing like what Xavier made me feel.

"Damn baby that was.. f**k I can't wait to be inside you when you c*m like that"

He kissed me again softer this time, pulling his fingers out of me. He pulled away and sucked them into his mouth and he groaned, never leaving eye contact. When he pulled them from his mouth he kissed me again. I could taste myself in my mouth and I loved the taste. It was addictive and satisfying.

But I wanted more. I wanted to taste him. I pulled away and climbed off his body. I was nervous because I have never done this before. I fell to my knees in front of him. His eyes never leave mine.

"Iv never done this before so forgive me if it's no good"

His eyes widened and he caught my face

"You don't have to"

"I want to"

I pulled on his trousers and he lifted slightly so I could slip them off, his d**k popped out and he was huge. It was honestly the biggest d**k ive ever seen and my eyes must have widened substantially because he chuckled.

I shook off my fear and licked the bead of precum of the tip and he tasted amazing. Sweet and salty all at the same time. I sucked his tip into my mouth and ran my tongue over the tip. I started to move my hands and pull him into my mouth, sucking and pulling and releasing. My eyes never left his face as I took more of him. I sucked as he cried out and cursed.

I moved quickly sucking him down and letting his head hit the back of my throat

"f**k baby yes. Ahhh"

His eyes were on my face and mouth and the way he was groaning meant it was good so I pushed him in further. He thrust up and I felt my gag reflex hit the tip and he groaned doing it again. My throat contracted and pulled on him while I sucked him in deeper.

His legs started to shake and his grip on my hair got tighter as he lost control and thrust up and down faster and harder. It was a little uncomfortable but it made the entire thing even more sexy.

His d**k started to swell up as he battered my throat with it. He was Relentless but when he came and screamed my name it made it all worthwhile. I swallowed everything he gave me, tasting him, savouring him. I cleaned him up and stood to my feet with a grin on my face.

His hand went to my cheek, after he pulled his trousers back on I climbed onto his knee.

"You took all of me. Everything. f**k I love you. I love you so much"

He kissed me and I fell into it grabbing his hair and tugging him tighter as he pulled me into his body. I thrust my hips upwards as I felt his d**k begin to harder again. He moaned and pulled away.

"Now I'm hard all over again how am I meant to walk around bora bora with this"

I giggled and thrust against him again

"You're going to be the death of me. We have to wait until it's special"

I sighed and huffed, crossing my arms over my chest. He raised both eyebrows at me and tried not to smile. He was so f*****g hot I just couldn't stop. I wanted him to touch me all the time. He kissed the side of my mouth and slapped my ass

"Come on we better go take a seat, we will be landing soon and I promise I will fulfill all those dirty little thoughts when we get to the house"

I grunted and stood up holding my hand out to him.

"Fine"

He shook his head and chuckled

"I'm telling you, the death of me"

He said standing up and leading us to the seats. We sat down and talked for the rest of the flight. A car was waiting for us when we arrived, it was lunch time so we found a place to eat first then went shopping. We got stuff for Brian first then went to find stuff for me.

I lifted a yellow bikini

"Veto"

He snatched it off me and put it back on the rail. So I lifted a little red number

"Veto"

I chose a green one with little watermelons

"Veto"

I stomped my feet and crossed my arms

"When the hell did we decide that you could veto my choices?"

"We didn't but your the other half of me so I get a choice"

I growled and turned to look at the swimming suits instead.

Haha this one is perfect. It was a little black bathing suit. It was sexy but modest. I turned around to show him.

"Ok I like that one you can buy all the colours of that one"

"I need more than one style, Brain!"

I looked for another while and managed to get 3 different styles in a few different colours then I went to the shorts and dresses. After finding a few I decided I wanted more underwear.

We walked into a Victoria secrets shop and Brian's head was swimming. I chuckled at him and found some new underwear. When I turned around he was gone. I looked around and the sales woman pointed to another section of the shop.

"He's over there and I think his heads about to explode"

She giggled as I followed her finger and I had to bite back my laugh. He was looking at a wall of corsets with his mouth hanging open.

"Your going to catch flies if your not careful"

I said sniggering. He shook himself and grinned

"We are buying this one and this one and definitely this thing. Ohh and that, go pick your size"

"I am not going to wear them"

He pouted and closed his hands together

"Please"

I rolled my eyes and smiled

"Fine, let's buy them. But I'm not buying crotchless knickers"

"Is that what they are? I didn't know"

"What did you think they were?"

He lifted a pair and looked through the hole

"Honestly I'm not sure but I was excited to find out"

I giggled and pulled them from his hands and put them back. I got my size in a few different things that he had chosen then we left.

"Go grab ice cream and il catch up I just want to get you a surprise"

I raised my eyebrow at him. I didn't want to leave him but I thought I'd let him have his fun. I went to the ice cream parlour and waited. I ended up waiting for 20 minutes and the entire time I was itching to get back to him.

After pacing outside the shop for what felt like forever he appeared in my line of sight. I dumped the ice cream and ran to him. I jumped and he caught me as I wrapped my arms and legs around him and kissed him.

"You took to long"

I pulled away and scolded him.

"Scouts honour, I'll never leave you that long again. I missed you to much"

I kissed him again, getting lost in the taste of him and the feel of his touch. I pulled back for air breathless. He leaned his forehead against mine. This was the way it was meant to be. This was what true happiness felt like, and I loved it.

"Come let's get going before I f**k you in a public toilet"

I giggled as he speed walked towards the car with me in his arms. I text the caretaker to tell them we were 10 minutes away and then I caught up on my own messages

Noah

'He sis how are you? I can't imagine what you're going through. I love you and we will try to visit soon'

Sophie

'Hey baby sister. How are you? Mum told me that you found your Ailm mate? Is he helping?'

I decided to text sof back

Me;

Hey I'm good in bora bora with Brian. He broke the bond so it doesn't hurt anymore. Tell Noah I said hey and that I definitely want you both to visit

I went to baylees message next

Baylee;

Hey sis just so you know iv ordered dad to go ahead and build an enclosure for the wolves they should not be living in a garage.

I chuckle Of Course she did

Me;

Thanks sis I appreciate that

I went to may's message next

May;

Hey, how do you feel? I'm sorry I missed everything, I wish I could have been there for you, when you get back i'll make a point to visit. You know what it's like with the kids. Impossible to go anywhere without them getting in trouble. We love you sissy. Just let Brian heal you and love you

Me;

Hey sis. Don't worry about it, I'll see you all when I get back. Love you all.