A life to live

Secrets

After of what we did, I and Alex got on our bedroom again not to make any noise around our room, her room are not too far from mine and when I assure that she's on it I close my door.

I can't believe what I saw and I'm confuse.

"what was that? why uncle didn't mention anything about it?

My intention of visits are just to bring the letter and also to know them my mom's family, where I come from, but I don't know what matters why I feel like something hide or maybe all I need to do is to ask, but why even Alexa has this common curiosity as I'am, if it is easy to know about it maybe Alex already know.

And what about those box that I saw, why I feel this strange feeling, why mom had those secret box and if it is not that so important why is it to much in almost a seal?

My mind was totally on a conclusion but I don't want to jump on it.

Mom's never been this kind of person that lots of secret, she always open about everything, but I have to admit that both mom and dad has been silent about their own family where they came from.

How about dad? does he know about it? I never saw this before not even in the family portraits that I saw when I came here. Why did they keep it and did they just forget something? or do I say some one.

I'm already in bed and I almost turn around tenth times, call me exaggerated but I really do. I can't sleep and curiosity kills me I really feel what Alex feels and I sigh for almost I really can't count.

I hug a pillow beside me, I feel cooler than usual temperature that the air-conditioned produced and I'm already under the blanket.

I try to close my eye and back to sleep as much as I could but again I can't, I look on the side table just to know what time is it finding out that it's almost 5 in the morning not too long but enough to gain a little bit of darken the lower part of my eye.

I must sleep, I wanna know but I don't want to face every one with an eye bags so I better be.