The raindrops blurred the glass of my apartment's window as Kenzo pounded on my door with his fist. His face was scrunched up in anger and annoyance as he stood there, water running off his chin, making it impossible to see any expression other than frustration at the state I had left him in.
"Why would you do such a thing? You do not have to insult us with your money!" Kenzo gritted through his teeth; the intensity of his anger was immobilizing me, as my heart felt like a stone that was being dropped into the pit of my stomach.
I had never seen him or expected him to be this angry. The water from my hair dripped onto the floor, pooling around my feet, but I didn't care enough to brush it away. Not now, anyway. The scattered hair on my face made it hard for me to keep eye contact with him as tears pricked behind my eyes, but I couldn't cry. I didn't want to make him angrier. This wasn't his fault. It was my fault. I had been self-centered, but then again, for people like me who were torn from the past, we could not just let ourselves be hurt again.
"I have to save something for myself, even the slightest pride, Kenzo. I can be silent and just accept whatever your sister would say bad to me, but seeing you with another girl and knowing you lied to me, I have no one but myself to save me from that shithole!" I trembled under the weight of my emotions as I looked down at the tiled floor, trying to avoid Kenzo's furious gaze. My chest started rising and falling rapidly while my eyes darted towards every corner of my room, trying to find anything that might be helpful to calm me down. "I...missed you so badly! You could have just told me everything; I can help you. I feel like dying at the club every second I look at you." Each word seemed like a dagger in my heart, causing a painful lance to cut down my ribs with every breath I took, as if the knife were twisting deeper through me.
I didn't look up as I said those words. I knew how much he cared about me, though I doubted it most of the time, but I also understood if he thought more about his sister's reputation or what his family would say.
"I have to do something so that I can stay with you. My sister threatened to stop supporting me if I continued to love you. So, I have to do something; I cannot imagine a day without you just because I chose to be a coward. It was killing me, Stella, to think how incapable I am. I can choose to let go because there are so many capable people out there to have you, but I have to at least put up a fight." Kenzo's voice broke, and before I knew, he took a step closer, reaching out for me.
My back hit the wall as his hands reached for the side of my head, cupping my cheek, before he leaned down and kissed me.
"I'm sorry---," I started to say, but he stopped me by pressing his lips to mine again, harder. I tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let go. When I felt his hand slide down my neck, I grabbed his wrists, trying to stop him from touching me. His mouth moved against mine, pushing his tongue past my parted lips and slipping inside my mouth to lick my lips, which were slick with rain after having been soaked for hours of running.
I could feel his pain, and I didn't kiss him back or try to push him away; instead, I relaxed into his kisses. The pressure of his body against mine became more pleasurable as time went on, causing my knees to weaken until I found them knocking together, almost knocking us over in the process.
Kenzo's strong arm kept me upright when a deep growl rumbled in his chest, vibrating against me and sending sparks up my spine. The heat and adrenaline were intoxicating.
I pulled him closer, causing our bodies to be pressed tightly together, our hands tangled in each other's hair. I felt Kenzo grab the sides of my hips, bringing us closer, and I moaned into his mouth. We were kissing and touching all over each other, and every kiss was gentle, passionate, and soft. I wanted more. He must want more, too.
So much more, he lifted me up, wrapped my legs around his waist, and carried me to my bed, where we fell backwards with an abruptness, the sheets tangling between us. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, pressing myself closer against him and feeling his warm body next to mine. His lips left mine for a moment only to capture my lower lip, licking and biting me gently, causing me to moan loudly and arch my back to give him better access. His free hand ran down my back, pulling the fabric of my shirt up and exposing more skin on my stomach, while his fingers traced across my bare hip. Our lips continued kissing as his free hand slipped down further, squeezing my breasts through my wet shirt. Goosebumps spread throughout my body, causing the hairs on my body to stand on end.
"Oh, Kenzo, this is killing me; I missed you so badly," I whispered against his mouth.
He didn't respond verbally; instead, he used his teeth to nip at my bottom lip lightly before he began sucking softly. I gasped, grabbing the sheets to hold myself in place. I could feel Kenzo smile slightly.
He pulled back, looking deeply into my eyes as a smile slowly grew upon his lips, before he placed his lips once again against mine, his touch becoming more aggressive. He pulled me into his lap, moving my hips upward until they brushed against his crotch. The sudden friction caused me to squirm underneath him.
"I hope you let me pleasure you until I am capable." I felt a low rumble pass through Kenzo's throat as he spoke against my lips while removing my wet shorts and underwear, before removing his shirt by his hand, breathing heavily, then unbuckling his pants, lowering them down to expose his intense erection.
"I... cannot see myself with anyone but with you. So please, Kenzo!" I gently shrieked, as my body wanted him badly to already.
He lowered and kissed my forehead, then sealed my lips. His hot breath sent tingles through my whole body, making my cheeks flush red, but I forced myself not to react to it. Kenzo's breathing had gotten heavier, and he began grinding himself against me. The movement made me arch my back further and groan softly into his mouth. I gripped tighter on his shoulder blades, causing him to growl into my mouth. His grip tightened around me, pushing me further onto his erection, which was already hard enough to poke my hipbones. He started thrusting himself against me faster and harder, increasing the speed of his movement.
His breaths came out heavy, and his lips parted in ecstasy. Every inch of his muscular torso glistened with sweat and rainwater, making me get aroused, and my breathing quickened and became erratic, my body growing restless under Kenzo's touch, which was driving me insane.
"More!" I begged, my voice cracking as a new wave of excitement rolled over my body, spreading throughout every part of me.
His thrusts slowed, and I felt him slide out of me, the tip of his erection brushing against my opening, and I bit my lips in anticipation of him teasing me.
"More then, my love!" He grinned.
Kenzo pushed against my entrance in one strong pounce. He paused briefly, then quickly pushed forward, burying himself deep within my tight folds.
"Ah!" I screamed, my head thrown back, gripping the sheets tightly. My thighs quivered in response to his movement. The intensity of his thrusts made me clench down on him even more, clenching my thighs around him. The feeling was overwhelming; it was almost like a drug. The way he moved inside me made my mind blank, and all I could think about was pleasing him more with every thrust.
My eyes squeezed shut, trying to ignore the pain and concentrate on my pleasure. Kenzo held my hands tightly in his own as I started to lose focus on my surroundings. A loud moan escaped me as I began to shake in his embrace. He began picking up the pace, thrusting into me even harder, slamming himself deeper into me, causing me to cry out louder. I couldn't take any more, my inner muscles tightening around him. Kenzo growled against my neck, giving me another deep thrust, forcing my legs to squeeze around him, my fingers grasping tightly onto his arms, digging my nails deep into his flesh. Kenzo threw his head back in response, his hands releasing mine as they trailed down my arms, stopping right above my ass and gripping it tightly, pinning me in place.
"You're so beautiful." His voice caught my attention, and I looked up at him. His eyes burned intensely with desire as he stared back at me. I blinked, realizing the tears were falling down my face. He smiled softly at me, brushing my tears off my cheeks. I felt his fingers trail down my cheek, along my jawline, and to my neck, trailing along my collarbone, stopping near my exposed breast. My n****e peaked out through my bra, and he licked it roughly, causing me to let out a gasp.
"Please don't stop Kenzo," I pleaded as my hips started to jerk against his. My hands clenched around his biceps, and as soon as he felt my orgasm building up, Kenzo's thrusts increased, his movements were wilder, his breathing heavier, and his eyes glazed over, showing his arousal.
Stella, I'm cumming! I'm cumming! I love you!" he said, slowing his thrusts and moving deeper and slower.
After a few minutes, he let out a deep groan of satisfaction, releasing himself inside of me and causing me to let out a long sigh, releasing my pent-up need for release. Kenzo collapsed onto the bed next to me, laying his head on top of my chest. His entire body was sweaty while he heaved and said, "I saved up enough during holiday; I want you to come with me and meet my family this weekend!"
"What?"