My Cat Is My Lover?

I Missed You!!

I stop on the park, because I am so tired running and stopping.

I wanna try calling Gwen and wanted to ask if she saw Princess already, but I forgot my phone in my house, because I am in a hurry.

I sat there as I was thinking about Princess's colorful eyes, it was so beautiful that leave me stand, and leave my mouth hanging without me knowing.

I wanna cry because of what's happening to me right now, specially this day is my birthday.

Why do we have a birthday anyway, are all birthdays like this?, or is it just me?

HAHAHAH my thoughts leave me laughing, then suddenly I felt something on my legs, it was hairy and soft?.

And when I look at it, it was Princess!!. I hugged her little body and started kissing her in her little face, I even cry because of happiness.

"I finally found you!!" I said it with cheerful voice while I am lifting Princess up.

"Meow" She said with tilted head, oh my god, it was so damn cute.

I hugged her again and was about to go home, but she is resisting me, that makes me wonder why.

"Why Princess?" I ask and put her down.

"Meow" She said that to me with her back turned and as if she wanted me to follow her to a place she went, so I followed her.

And when we finally reach our destination, I saw a plenty of kitten that just look like her, I am shocked of course, but at the same time, I was just happy because I finally found her.

Also a lot of her.

"What do you want me to do by making me come here?"

"Meow"

"Haha okay, okay. I don't understand you, but I will keep them and we will find them a family"

"Meow?"

"What about that?" I ask and she just said meow again, I just took them and brought them to the pet center to find adopters, when I do I can see Princess saying bye to them with those teary eyes.

"You want one of them?"

"Meow" She said as she shook her head, saying no.

So we just decided to go home and hell yeah, while we were walking I saw Gwen in the distance in front of my house, I waved and picked up Princess who was in my palm.

Gwen ran to me and said.

"You finally found her, but where?" She ask as she tilt her head?, that's new.

"I found her in the park, I was sitting there when I felt something hairy and it was her." I was proud as I looked at Princess rushing inside the house.

"Oh well, Thankyou. Gwen, for helping me to search for Princess." I add it with a smile and wave good bye to her as Princess and I entered the house together.

I put down the cat, and it rush over to my room.

"What are you doing there, huh?" I said it while I was chuckling.

I was about to add more words and say it to her, but before that.

I saw my room in a big mess!!

My closet were open and my one and only expensive watch is gone!! only the box of it was left behind!!

What the ****!!!

"Who!!?"

"Whyy!?"

"Wha-!!" I said it as my mouth hanging there while looking at my messy room, I checked my piggy bank and wallet if it is still there.

The piggy bank is gone, but luckily. My wallet is still here.

I sigh with relief.

"Oh my god, thankfully you're still here, my baby expensive little wallet" I said it while brushing it in my face.

Princess look at me with her confuse cute face and was tilting her head because of confusion.

It was so damn cute.

I wanna make a billboard and her face in it, and I will stare at it all day long.

I wanna go and play with Princess but first I need to clean this mess first.

While I am cleaning I saw my foster family's picture with me on it, I was smiling as their hands are in my shoulder side by side.

Oh, yeah. They are smiling too.

Hope I can smile like that again someday, without second thoughts and without faking everything.

Including being fake with myself.

While I am staring at the picture feeling sad again, of course.

Princess jump on my bed and wanting me to pet her, that makes my mood change.

As I smile gently and wondering if my smile is real or not.

I just realize that my birthday hasn't end yet, it's still evening so that means it's not done yet.

I finish cleaning the mess on my room and decided to go outside and buy my little cake, and present for Princess.

It's my birthday, but I want to buy Princess a present because she makes my day today.

"Okay, Princess. I will leave now, I'm gonna buy a cake for me and a present for you. Don't leave the house okay?" she just stared at me while sitting quietly on the door step.

I have my wallet with me and my phone, in my wallet there is a black card. Yes baby, a black card.

But I am not using it because it was from my foster family, I just use it once for my house, that's all nothing more.

While I was walking to the cake shop, I saw Little missy, I mean, Sheelah at the cake shop.

I walked there because that's where I was really going, when I met her she suddenly stopped me and said.

"Stop, here, here's a cake, for you. happy birthday Aoi." She said and left when She finished giving me her gift of cake for my birthday.

She just leave like that, so I didn't have a chance to say thank you and good bye.

By the way, how does she know that my birthday is today? is she my stalker?.

HAHAHAHA meh, cannot be.

She is rich and a fine lady, she won't such things like that.

Maybe she just ask it to my foster parents, yup, I think thats it.

"Since I have a cake! I will now goo to pet shop to buy a present for my baby Princess." I said it happily while marching toward the pet shop, but I suddenly realize of what I said earlier.

Baby Princess?, when do I start thinking about calling Princess with a word Baby?.

Yeah!! and I don't like responsibilities, why am I taking care of her!?

I stop for a minute and think.

But no, I continue walking and buy the present, I didn't need ask why, Princess is now a part of me, she makes my world more alive.

While I am in front of my house gate, I can smell a little bit stinky around, and when I go through the gate. The smell is getting stronger, It smells like a.

Okay, I get it.

A sh*t, again.

I leave the house clean and I will come home with an unclean house.

I'll go to bed with my living room clean, and I'll wake up with a sh*t on it.

Well I just sigh and cover my nose, for my own good.

I put the cake on the table, put the present inside my bed room and close it, and started cleaning the mess, again.

When I finish I started preparing the knife, fork, plates and Princess own food, also of course, water.

I don't have so I will only drink water, hehe.

I prepare Princess food on her bowl and so do I, hey mine is in the plate, not in bowl.

Before I eat, I first give Princess her gift, she played with it and seem really happy.

I watched her playing the little mouse and that little ball while eating.

I didn't know that having responsibilities is not bad at all, it will make you mad, stress and even make you tired.

But at the same time it can make you feel better, happy, laugh, and even make you love them.

I wonder if I will be having a lover someday, will it be like that?.

HAHAHA what am I saying? cats and humans are different, so of course being with a lover is more hard. I guess.

Besides I don't intend to find someone or search for it.

When I finish eating, I put everything away and went to sleep happily.

This is my first time sleeping happily, and finally the day is over.

And tomorrow will be the new start for me.

"Time to sleep Princess." I said it while looking at her playing with that rat, she seems to like it.

"Okay, I'm gonna sleep now Princess, good night, keep playing as long as you want and don't forget to eat your food." I tap her head and kiss it gently.

"Good night my baby Princess, don't leave me again. I missed you" I said it in a low voice and went to my room to sleep