Even if it was all pretend and that all the love he gave to me was fake but I felt like it was real. I couldn't forget the words he said to me that made my heart fluttered, it all just seemed so real to me. I was happy and filled with joy for a short period of time until it all shattered into pieces.
Hence, the way we touched and the way we look at each other, sometimes I wish I could stop the time. I wish I didn't find out about the truth and that it was all fake to him because it was so hard for me to accept it and move on but I reminded myself that I need to have self-respect too.
At the same time, if he comes to me again and tell me, convinced me that he truly loves me and prove to me that it is real. I will never let him go, I will give my best to make him stay because chasing a man
