Elena Archer wants me to have breakfast with him again. I don't know if I can look at him after what we did last night, I feel so embarrassed. Why is he doing this? Oh my God, this is going to be so awkward. I made my way downstairs after wearing my hair down and throwing on a sweatshirt and sweatpants. I wanted to wear a hoodie, but they're dirty, so it's being washed. Fuck f**k f**k, this is so embarrassing, I hope he doesn't urge me to sit by him, oh God please. “Good morning.” Ric looked at me and give me a smile and I pulled out a chair to sit. I don't know if Archer did anything because I didn't look at him, I don't think I can. “That will be the last time you'll sit there, this is your seat. Come sit here.” Oh no. Why universe, why? His deep voice echoed in the quiet room.

