Elena I sat on the grass in the garden with my eyes closed as I breathed in the fresh air. The cold wind blew on my face and ruffled my hair, and it felt so good even though the weather was a bit chilly. A lot was going on in my head. Mostly about Ar–I mean Edward. Savien heard me talking to Joker, but why is he choosing to stay mute when he knows it could cost him his life? Why is Joker interested in Edward's life? Why does he want him dead? Does Edward know him? Did they have an encounter in the past? How will I even break the news to him? No matter how hard I would explain to him, he'd take it as a form of betrayal and kill me. Oh my gosh, this is so frustrating. I just wish I could go back to my normal life as a waitress in my tiny apartment. Even though I was broke, I had peace

