There are few things that give me joy these days. Things like an extra pudding cup, bath day from the too busy nurse and a bird by the tweed curtains that I could not see. The greatest joy I have had is that Rosa has not come to see me in a week. Only a few visits to suffer as she dropped off clothes, mail and once only a better hairbrush.
From a legal side I stuggle to deal with the left over issues from my parents estate. I take calls from the insurance company and my lawyer calls me once a week to make sure I am well. He cares more for me than Rosa and it is odd. He asks if the rehab center treats me well and that he contacts my doctors.
Today something better happened, Justin dropped by and said hello. He has been trying to find me since I arrived here. No one had told him where I was going and he had to break protocol and actually look at my medical file.
He brought me red roses and he kissed my cheek. He came and sat with me for hours and promised me that he would try to come and see me every week. I asked him to kiss me and it was bold, he was shocked and then he gave me the most stunning smile I could have imagined. He did more than that even. He held my head is in both hands and gave me the kiss of my life. Deep, warm and more than I could handle. It was passionate like he was starving and I was a gormet meal that had been finally laid before him.