What Should I Do?
1037 Words
Claudya's days were tedious. Pricillia paid her several visits, but she was still bored staying in this house alone. She usually goes to work at the same time every day. However, due to this issue, she is no longer able to work, and the hotel does not want to take any risks because of it.
Her daily activities at home are dominated by her grief over this incident. She couldn't stop thinking about what had happened to her.
She hasn't left the house in a month. It was a tedious task, but she had no choice but to complete it in order to avoid returning to her village.
Claudya didn't want to work in Chestville because her income was so low in comparison to her income in Grandville.
Because her depression had gradually lifted, Claudya summoned the courage to apply for a job at another hotel in order to make a living.
Claudya had to leave early in the morning and didn't have time to eat breakfast. She felt very weak in her body because she hadn't eaten anything since last night due to a lack of appetite. She didn't want to be late this morning, so she left without first eating breakfast.
Claudya set out on foot for the first location she would visit. She felt ready to make various choices, just like she did at the hotel where she previously worked. With that experience, she was also very confident in what she had.
Her confidence, however, abruptly dropped as she approached the hotel gate. Several security guards stopped Claudya from entering the hotel before she could.
"Do you happen to be Claudya Rodeo?" One of them inquired.
"That's correct," Claudya said.
"What brought you here?"
"Apply for a position. I see there is an opening here," Claudya replied, "as it is."
"You are not permitted to enter, let alone apply to, this hotel. Simply find another hotel!" Claudya looked surprised when he said that.
"What exactly is this? How come I can't apply for a job here?" Claudya, who was irritated to hear that, inquired.
"You've been blacklisted from all over Grandville as a result of your scandal with Young Master Chasvier! It is pointless for you to visit every location in this city. You won't be able to find work in this town anymore!" he explained, making Claudya wince.
"What do you mean?" sarcastically asked Claudya.
"Come on, let's go! Is it still unclear what I'm talking about? You village people!" he snarled, which made Claudya very sad.
They returned to the hotel, leaving Claudya behind with a mixed feeling of sadness and regret in her heart.
Claudya had no idea that this incident would prevent her from finding work. In fact, she was the one who was harmed, but circumstances caused them to despise her greatly.
'How come this is happening to me? How can I continue to live in this city if it's like this?' Claudya pondered just who was completely shattered at this point.
Her broken feelings irritated her, and she didn't give up until she arrived here. She redoubled his determination to return to this city and find work.
She went to several places, and they all said the same thing. They simply refused to hire her to work in their place. It made Claudya extremely sad.
Claudya returned home immediately after the fifth search yielded no results. She was depressed, and her body was exhausted from walking all day.
It's a shame that no one can take it anymore.
Claudya threw herself onto her bed as soon as she arrived at her house. She was saddened and irritated by what the security guard had said.
"There is no longer anywhere that will accept me. How can I continue living in Grandville?" Claudya muttered, unable to stop thinking about how she felt.
"What else should I look for?" she asked, her arm covering his eyes. "My savings are depleting, and no one can give me any more money after this," mumbled Claudya, who was clearly depressed.
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Claudya scowled in surprise in the toilet that morning when she saw the results of the test pack she was holding. She covered his mouth with her right hand while looking at the test pack results, which revealed two red lines.
Her entire body went limp as she witnessed what should not have happened to her. She never imagined becoming pregnant with Morgan Chasvier's child.
Claudya leaned against the wall, then gradually lowered herself because she was so weak after seeing the test pack results. Shaking the heart and feelings is truly surprising.
"I'm pregnant?" muttered Claudya, tears welling up in her eyelids.
Her tears streamed down her cheeks; she couldn't believe what had happened to her. She reasoned that if he did it only once, nothing would happen to her. She had this thought because she had so many friends in Chestville who did this frequently and were not pregnant at all.
"What do you think about this? Why am I pregnant just because I did something like this once? Why aren't my Chestville friends like that? Even after doing that, they are not pregnant," she muttered, still stunned by his own situation.
Claudya's eyes welled up with tears as she realized she was completely broken at this point. She couldn't raise this child on her own. She can't even raise her, let alone raise her.
"If it's like this, I won't be able to return to Chestville. I'd be so embarrassed if others heard about this. However, I was unable to survive in Grandville because no one would hire me. Especially with this pregnancy," Claudya, who was really upset, muttered.
Her heart was getting crushed because her mind was always afraid. Claudya was terrified that if she couldn't do anything else for her survival here, she would perish.
"What should I do now?" Claudya muttered, squeezing her hair.
'I already have nothing I can do. Should I just give up on this life? Everything I do can no longer provide for the necessities of life. I also can't ask Pricillia for anything else because she has her own burdens in life,' Claudya thought, feeling very down and fragile at the moment.
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