Chapter 12
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FIMESCAR***
"Yuri" hindi makapaniwalang bulas ko.
His face is darkened full me angrily into car and banged the door shut.
"We need to talk" his voice was strained.
And drove of his car.
My mind went blank.
I knew that i was dead meat.
Paano ko nalang ipapaliwanag kay hellios ito? Panigurado ako nag wawala na yon sa mga oras nato. Ano nalang iisipin niya? Damn!! I'm sure makikipag divorce agad agad sakin yon tukmol na yon!.
Yuri parked his car beside the river and got off immediately staring at the sparkling surface of the river.
Ang favorite place namin dalawa..
I went out and follow him.
"Yuri, how can you pull such a crazy stunt in public?" I questioned him with a hint of accusation.
"Crazy?" Yuri turned around and roared furiously.
"If it were you?" humakbang siya papalapit sakin kinabahan naman ako dahil galit at sakit ang nababasa ko sa mata niya.
"Ano magiging reaction mo na makita mo ang taong mahal na mahal mo na may kasamang iba? And worst got married to someone else out of the blue?!" napayuko ako.
Hindi ko kaya tignan siya sobrang nahihiya ako sa kanya.
Nasaktan ko siya at patuloy na masasaktan ko pa siya.
" Did i told you already that were not meant for each other. Pinag bigyan lang kita na gusto maging tayo dahil nakukulitan na ako sayo pero ngayon may asawa na ako kaya tigilan na natin to." labag sa loob na saad ko sa kanya.
Mahal kita yuri pero ayoko na mas masaktan kapa sa puder ko kaya mas maigi ng saktan kita ng isahan.
I holding my tears not to burts out. Kailangan ko maging matatag.
" Not meant for each other. Ha ha ha" mapait na tawa niya muling tumingin sa river.
"How about hellios? Do you know what kind person he is?"
"I know." i took deep breathe.
Namumungay na ang mata ni Yuri na lalo nag papawasak sa kalooban ko ngayon palang gusto ko na siya yakapin at sabihin its all prank pero hindi eh, hindi kase ito ang totoo.
Masasaktan lang siya lalo kung mananatili siya sa tabi ko at ayoko mangyari yon dahil hindi kakayanin ng konsensya ko.
"THEN WHY! WHY YOU STILL MARRY HIM IF YOU KNEW! WHY WHY SCAR! BAKIT SIYA BAKIT HINDI AKO NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KA? BAKIT SIYA NI HINDI NAMAN SERYOSO YON SA MARRIAGE OR KATULAD KALANG NG MGA BABAE KAYA SIYA GUSTO PAKASALAN DAHI..."
*PAK!
Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko kundi nasampal ko na siya.
Masakit tang ina.
Masakit dahil sa kanya galing.
Masakit dahil yon ang totoo!
Na ikuyom ko ang aking kamay at blanko ko siyang tinignan.
" Yes I am. Kagaya nga ako ng ibang babae. So stop thinking that I am perfect" I ended with cold voice.
A f*****g hurts!
Nagsimula na akong talikuran at iwan siya hindi ko matanggap na mauuwi kaming dalawa sa ganito. Inaasahan ko bang tatanggapin niya ako? Edi ang tanga niya kung ganun.
I suddenly stunned.
"Do you think saying that would make me give up on you? No! Scar. I will not stop loving you even you are already married."
"Stop loving me Yuri." I finality said gladly my voice not cracked.
My tears flowing in eyes.
And start to walked again.
'I'm sorry Yuri cause in my world there' s no loved but only harted' i helplessly thought.
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"You're finally home" Daphne noticed me.
She jumped and shout.
Muka silang problemado?
"Mom, daphne?" I greeted and nodding apologetically. "I'm sorry, I made both of you worried." matamlay na saad ko.
Nag aalala naman lumapit sakin si mom.
"It's okey. Ang mahalaga that your here but could please tell me what happen exactly?" asked and pointed uptairs.
Agad ko naman naintindihan ang ibig sabihin ni mom.
Kanina palang bago ako pumasok sa mansion nag dasal na ako na sana hindi pa nasa labas ng mansion ang mga gamit ko and in my surprised wala naman kaya medyo nakahinga ako ng maluwag pero ng makita ko ang itsura nila mom alam ko na,
"Is he mad?" I carefully asked.
" Oo sis, Galit na galit gusto na nga manapak kala ko nga tatamaan talaga kami lalo ng hinanap ka ni mom sa kanya. Ano ba kase nanyari parang kanina lang oks na oks pa kayo ah?" nanlalaki ang mata ko sa haba at bilis na pag sasalita niya para siyang hindi anak mayaman sa paraan ng pagsasalita niya ngayon.
Teka galit na galit oh gosh!
"Ouch Mom" daing ni Daphne ng hinatak ang tenga niya.
"Don't believe on her. She is too exaggerated" mom said and threw a glare at her daughter kaya napa ngiwi nalang ako feeling ko tuloy anytime itatapon ako ni Hellios sa bintana ng kwarto niya kasunod ng gamit ko baliw pa naman ang tukmol na yon!
"Ay maniwala ka sakin sis, kaya ako sayo mag sout ka ng shie-Aray mom ano ba masakit" mangiyak-ngiyak na daing ni Daphne ng hinampas sya ni mom sa braso.
"Shut up daphne tinatakot mo siya" this time may awtoridad na pag kakasabi na ni mom kaya umaktong zinipper niya ang bibig niya humarap naman sakin si mom na may pagtatanung sa mata.
"Ano ba nanyari hija, Bakit ganun nalang ang galit ni Hellios ng nakauwi siya I mean lagi naman siya galit but this time is too much mad" Mom asked concernedly.
Napabuntong hininga ako, inaasahan ko naman na ganito ang mangyayari kase panigurado tinoyo na ang tukmol na yon kaya ang problema paano ko siya susuyuin eh ang kitid pa naman ng utak ng lalaking yon.
"Don't worry. It's not a big deal. I can handle it myself. I'll go up first" I smiled and reassured them.
Pero nasa tapat palang ako ng pintuan kinakabahan na ako buksan to baka kase may lumipad na gamit sa direction ko oh well di niyo ako masisi kayo kaya mag asawa ng baliw pa sa baliw baka hindi kayo kabahan ng ganito. Parang ngayon palang gusto ko na balikan si Yuri tapos iwanan siya.
Buhay nga naman parang life. Kaasar!
HELLIOS****
I was pacing back and forth in my room. I was very f*****g bad mood right now!
You're dead Woman!
For ruin my image! How could that woman ruin my image! How could the woman abandoned his husband! How dare her!
hindi ko mapigilan ang galit na nararamdaman ko ngayon!
The more I thought about her and his man, the angrier I was.
I looked my watch. It was already 11;30 P.M, yet she hadn't come. Was she disregarding the Larckstone? I took out my phone,I planning to give her a call but damn the f*****g life! That I don't have her number!
I throw my phone onto my bed, cursing heavily! I stand I was about to pull the door open. When I saw the woman standing outside.
I was stunned for awhile, and then smirked mockingly,
"Why did you come back? I thought you would stay over in that man's house."
She took a deep breath.
"It's not what you think" She calmly explained.
Wow, kalmado pa siya?
"It's not what I think? " I grabber her wrist and dragged her inside forcefully.
I slamming the door.
"Well. You should at least explain. You left with him in front of me. What's with both of you?" I demanded.
Hindi nababakasan ng kaba o kahit anong emosyon niya ako tinignan.
"Magpapaliwanag ako pero bago ako mag paliwanag itatama ko muna ang sinabi mo.Hindi ako sumama sa kanya hinatak niya ako. Again i repeat hinatak niyo ako in english I was taken away you get it?"
"So?" I asked.
kahit anong sabihin niya ganun pa din yon kaya blanko ko lang siya tinignan ano sa tingin na ganun ganun ko lang siya paniniwalaan.
"Ang gusto ko lang sabihin hindi ko sinadya ipahiya ka.Hindi ko din yon ginusto"
" Didn't you say the man has nothing to do with you? Then the hell did he do that? " I can't help it but to raised my voice.
She lowered her head.
"He's my ex." She whispered.
Three words were enough to rush blood to my dangerously face. Anger took over me and I roared.
"All thanks to you, my image was tarnished in a night. How dare you confess so bluntly" I angrily said and scolded her.
She look me intently in my eye's annoying can you read on her eyes.
"Ano ba gusto mong sabihin ko? E, sa iyon ang totoo. Gusto mo ba magsinungaling ako sayo" She shouted back.
Nag igting aking panga at naikuyom ko aking kamay. Hindi talaga ako makapaniwala sa ugali ng babaeng ito. Para bang hindi siya galing sa isang mayaman.
"Wala kang balak humingi ng sorry sa dahil sa ginawa mo?Meron kapang gana sumagot sagot sakin like you haven't done anything wrong. Fine! I am calling Mr. Clarfson" I seriously said.
Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko na hinagis ko sa kama and dialed Clarfson number for real but before anything happen.She grabbed my phone and asked in a rush.
"WHAT THE f*****g YOUR DOING HELLIOS LARCKSTONE"matalim ko siyang tinignan who the f**k she is para sigawan niya ako.
"Give it back." pero tinaasan lang nya ako ng kilay.
Wow as in wow!
I stared her murderously at the phone she snatched,
"Hindi ko ibabalik sayo ito hanggang hindi mo sinasabi sakin kung bakit mo tinatawagan si dad"
I laughed ironically, stepped forward and held her by the chin, forcing her to look at me.
"Ibabalik lang naman kita"I said at binitiwan ang pagkakahawak ko sayo.
Nagtataka siyang tumingin sakin.
"Pero bakit? Ano ba ginawa ko sayo ? Sabi mo ayaw mo akong magkaroon ng affair kahit kanino, and I did not. You have no evidence to prove that. Kung gusto mo gawing evidence ang nanyari ngayon, I don't think it is valid. Pinaliwanag ko na din sayo na I was taken away, hindi ko kagustuhan sumama sa kanya" habol hininga na sighal niya sakin.
"Alam mo dapat hindi ka naging Designer dapat nag lawyer ka" My eye's glinted maliciously.
"Sa tingin mo paniniwalaan kita ng basta basta lang?"
"It's up to you. Ginawa ko na ang best ko para ipaliwanag sayo ng maayos. If you insist on driving me away, wala na akong magagawa. I can only control my own feelings, and I have no control over others"
'I can only control my own feelings, and I have no control over others'
'I can only control my own feelings, and I have no control over others'
'I can only control my own feelings, and I have no control over others'
'I can only control my own feelings, and I have no control over others'
What she mean by that ?
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