Nate's P. O. V "I-I am sorry, Emm. Believe me, I tried. More than you could ever imagine. But I couldn't. I just couldn't tell you. " Was all I could say until the thought of rejection clouded my mind. I couldn't think of anything else. I mean, I know she is my sister and I don't want to hurt her but she is also My. f*****g. Mate. Dammit. I can not afford to loose her. I knew it for three f*****g years now but am still struggling with many 'ifs' and lots of different emotions about us. And I am not gonna let her reject us in an instant. Not now. Never. I an instant the anger and fear of rejection took me over and I stood up from the floor only to push Emm back on bed with me on top of her. "W-what are you doing?" I heard her saying in disbelief. "You are not going to reject us." I s

