hayden I drive us to the airport, giving Nathan some extra time to sleep. Since his mum called he’s been so overly stressed and it’s made him completely exhausted. I turn to check on him as he dozes off. I take a right turn and sigh, licking my lips. Since Saturday, things have been extremely awkward. He doesn’t think so, but I feel it. I can’t even remember the last time we just laid in bed and took in the moment and felt the love that we’ve always had whirling around us. I feel bad, being that it happened in the first place. And then I go and get fired right after. I’m not living up to the standard that’s being Nathan’s boyfriend and it’s taken a real toll on me. I’m running out of options to redeem myself, and I’m starting to consider Zach’s alternate job. I pull the car into the pa

