nathan Maybe it was when Hayden and I were laying in bed late that night when I first thought about kids. Having them, raising them, living with them, god--I don’t know. Something about kids had me blushing and grinning from square one. I stayed up all night with the thoughts running through my hazy brain as Hayden snored softly next to me. I hate his god damn snoring but I can’t help but adore it all at the same time. I wonder if he’d want kids; just the thought of it drives me crazy. But regardless, I eventually curled up next to him, kissing his forehead even though he was fast asleep. I didn’t know what was to come tomorrow, but all I can say is that I was fairly surprised. • “Nathan?” His voice sounds faint, and I wonder if I’m dreaming or not. It’s when he grabs my crotch and I

