nathan
Everything suddenly caught up to me. The wedding, a knot being tied, everything just…exploded. right in front of my eyes. And then I couldn’t take it.
The confidence I had in my relationship with Hayden suddenly feels so fragile and breakable. It’s something about this wedding that makes me feel this uncertainty that he’s going to pull out before ours. Love can be so beautiful and frightening all at once and I don’t know how to act when things go south.
It’s here when I realize that I was never in love with Tiffany. I let myself go along thinking that, but now I know what real love feels like. The thought of losing Hayden, let alone the reality of it, is scaring me shitless. I feel my stomach churning and my heart pounding and suddenly my concern and doubt is turning against me.
