I can't believe I screwed up so bad yesterday and made out with Bryan. Justine and I aren't dating yet, but I know I owe her my loyalty and most of all respect. I don't want her to feel like how I did when my ex cheated.
When she caught us the look on her face was enough to hurt me. She was angry and disappointed, but that soon turned to her just flat out ignoring me like I wasn't even there. I would rather she screamed and hit me, that would hurt much less.
"Are you ok?" Maya took a seat on the couch next to me and held my hand. I'm not even sure how long I've been sitting here alone. 2 hours, 3? Maybe more. "Yeah, I'm fantastic." I rolled my eyes. "Don't worry she'll get over it, it's not like you guys are official and it was just a kiss." She was right we weren't official, but I wan
