Life With Falling Gravity

~Chapter 11~

~Chapter 11~

Donivan's POV:

I ran to Nico's room.

"WOAH DUDE! PUT SOME f**k'N CLOTHES ON!" he said blocking his view with his hand.

"sorry man," i said hidding myself with a cussion,

"im freaking out!"

"why? did she fart or something?" he said laughing.

"i kissed her"

"woah what?" he asked seriously getting up from his bed.

"you actually kissed her?"

"yes, and it was amazing....she kissed back. i feel like i f****d this up"

"wait, how? she kissed you back. how did you f**k up?" he asked

"she doesnt know who i really am Nico! is this all a lie?" i asked paniced.

"is what a lie?" Arina said from the latter.

"uh, that uh-"

"that Doni here, has been hiding the fact that he has a crush on you. in all honesty, he was memsmorized by you right before your accident. he saw those guys and ran to your rescue." Nico interupted me

she stood there by the door, and crossed her arms,

"i feel like 90% of that statement is the truth. but i also feel like there is a good 10% truth missing. Doni, care to explain?"

she may not be my girl yet, but she is giving me the wife scolding look, and i can see it even with her blind fold on.

even though she is making me nervous and making me feel bad, she is also making me like her more.

i then took a thought, i realized i didnt want to hide things anymore, but i also didnt want to tell her until it was time. so for now, i suppose secrets are best, well this secret anyway.

"look if neither of you is going to tell me the truth, then i guess i have nothing left say; except i guess i cant trust you guys as much as i thought." Arina said as she began to go back down the latter.

"it's me Donivan!" i shouted at her while gently gripping her hand.

she stopped in mid step.

"look," i began while holding her hand, "i like you. i...i really like you. i just didnt want to pressure you or stress you into remembering me. but i cant help how i feel about you Arina. let me take you out on our first date tomorrow."

she then slipped her hand away from mine.

i swear i heard my heart break. i felt like i lost her forever.

that was until she said,

"no more lies?"

"no more lies." i reasured her.

she turned slightly. "promise?"

"i promise."

she then nodded and walked down the latter.

after i listened for her bedroom door to close, i closed Nico's bedroom door.

i leaned both hands against the door while i took a long exhail and ran my hand through my hair.

"dude, you good?" Nico asked.

i sat on the end of his bed with my elbows on my knees, and my hands on my forhead.

"....i......i'm scared dude. how i feel, i just..." i shook my head and rubbed the back of my neck.

"Just take it one day at a time bro. dont rush things. just enjoy her company." Nico said sitting next to me patting my back. i shot up to my feet and started paseing back and forth.

"you dont get it Nico! when im not around her, i cant get her out of my head! and when i am with her, all i want to do is kiss her! and today?.....she explained how she likes me! me as in Donivan me! she likes me not because of money or fame. she doesnt even like me for my bad boy persona. she likes me because of my eyes, and how she sees the real me! the real Donivan Bozeli!"

"Don chill chill! its ok. take a breath."

"i cant man! i cant! as much as im scared that im feeling this way for her i cant ignore it cuz its getting stronger. and i love this feeling, it just scares me. i think i'm falling for her."

thats when it hit me, i was already in love with her.

i was in love with Arina.

Madly in love.

i didnt want to be away from her for one minute let alone one hour.

"i'm in love with her..." i whispered out loud to my realization.

"Nico, what do i do?!"

Nico pinched my n****e to knock me out of my panic.

"first off, calm the f**k down." Nico explained,

"second? did you just say you're in love with her?"

"....yes...Nico, i think i really am in love with her. i mean even that phrase alone doesnt sum up to how i truly feel for her. when i look at her i swear i see the universe. i've...i've never felt like this in my entire life. when im with her i feel electrified. i feel chills. i feel...endless desire to hold her. i feel like she's my world. i feel....safe"

"oh my god" nico whispered.

"that sounds like love to me!" Ambrose shouted from the other door way.