~Chapter 17~
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~Chapter 17~
Nico then walked from behind Zeke, walked twords me, and took my forearm and gently ushered me to my room, and unlocked it for me to enter. {all while Zeke was watching me like the pervert he is.}
once i entered, Nico said
"please stay in here; where it's safe."
"but what about Donivan?"
"he will be fine, i promise" he said and closed the door.
from the other side of the door, i hear the guys arguing, and bickering.
after it started calming down, i changed into a tank top and shorts. and then i heard that weasels voice.
"So, her name is Arina, huh?"
"yup" Doni said.
"so what's the deal? if you guys aren't a thing, why is she here?" Zeke asked in a cocky tone taking a swig of his beer.
"we volunteered for her recovery after she had an accident. she had no one else." Doni said sweeping up the broken vase.
"how is she now?" Zeke asked with an evil plot behind his voice.
"better. its a slow process, but shes getting there. just a few more months and she will finally be gone." Doni said coldly. my heart ached at his tone.
"hm, sounds like she's dragging you down. you know," zeke cleared his throat,
"i could take her off of your hands for ya."
"nah, its ok." Doni said.
"are ya sure? cuz i can totally-"
"i'm sure Zeke. why are you here?" Doni interupted him with irritation in his voice.
"what? i cant visit my only brother?"
"not really. not since you got arrested for forcing that girl." doni said.
"oh come on man, she was ask'n for it, just like Arina is."
"that's enough!" Doni shouted.
"hm if i didnt know any better, it seems like you have a thing for this girl." he swigged his beer again.
i opened the door to see doni's face, i instantly smile just by looking at him.
"a thing?" doni pushed the broom to the floor, and walked around his brother to face him.
"you really think i have feelings for that b***h?
i can not wait until she is f**k'n gone, that way i dont have to see her annoying face anymore."
my heart dropped, and so did my smile.
"um, don." Makihe said as he noticed me.
"look, i dont give a s**t about her! she is nothing to me! i cant wait to get rid of her! if she died tomorrow, that will be the best day of my life!"
"Donivan!" Makihe shouted.
"What?!"
Makihe then nods his head up to point at me.
Doni turns around, and his face dropped at the site of me in the door way with tears running down my cheeks and filling my eyes.
"Arina I-" doni began
"don't worry...i can see now, i see clearly. i will be gone by tomorrow." i said interupting him.
i then turned, ran into my room, slamming the door, and locking it behind me.
i had no strength to move. i felt sick to my stomach.
i just pressed my back against the door, and slid down to the floor meeting my face to my knees.
i couldnt help it but all of my emotions came out.
i couldnt stop.
it was the most horrible feeling i have ever felt.
i fell in love with him, and it ment nothing to him.
t felt like he ripped an empty hole into my chest, and left me to die in a ditch.
i was crying hard.
i couldnt catch my breath.
"how...could i..be so....stupid." i said to myself.
Donivan then knocked on the door, "Arina?"
"Go...away." i said gasping from crying so hard.
"Arina breath." he said worriedly.
"why....would....you care?"
"guys take Zeke out side! NOW!" Doni shouted.
i began to hear him fumble with his keys.
i stood up and pushed the small dresser, night stand, and recliner infront of the door.
i then made my way to my bed.
i threw all the pillows on the floor and a throw blanket {i didnt wana be on his bed, it smelt like him}.
i curled up on the floor, burried my face in the pillow.
i screamed and cried my heart out.
i heard the door hit the dresser.
"Arina, please let me in." Doni begged.
"Go...away" i said gasping for air and standing up to face him.
"i believed...every....word....you said....to me!...i actually....believed.....we....could work!....i was so....stupid!" i shouted while crying and gasping for air.
"no baby you're not-"
"DONT!" i screamed. "i....knew....this....was....too....good....to be....true...i was...so stupid....to....pretend....this....was real.... i. ....should..... have. ....never....emailed you....that night." i sobbed.
"this is real, we are real." Doni said almost to tears.
"i just-......" i grabbed my chest.
i looked at him with an empty look.
"i cant......-"
i collapsed to the ground trying to breath, but it was useless.
the more i tried to the breath, the more it drained me.
Doni was trying to force the door open with everything he had.
"AMBROSE!!!! AMBROSE HELP ME!!!!"
he screamed in terror trying to squeeze through the door.
the room around me began to go dark.
everything was quiet.
i could see Doni trying to squeeze threw the door with tears running down his cheeks, and panic in his eyes.
i can see him screaming, but i couldnt hear anything.
i saw him and ambrose shove open the door, and then darkness.
i swear, while i was in the darkeness, i heard one of his songs. { Falling in reverse 'the drug in me is you reimagined' {starting at 2 minutes and 42 seconds}
during the screaming parts of the song, i began to come to, fading in and out.
Doni was doing CPR on me.
my sight came back; foggy, but i could see.
i could hear faintly.
everything was in slow motion.
Doni put my inhaler to my lips, pumped in twice and made me breath it in.
he then waited with his hands on my ribs.
he then placed his forhead to mine.
he kissed my lips, then my forhead, and then my nose.
i didnt move.
i was in a slow motion haze.
i then saw, Zeke come in.
i saw his lips move but i couldn't hear him.
Doni's face went from love and panic, to purely pissed.
he rushed over to Zeke and pushed him against the door and then pointed at me.
i fell asleep.
Athsma attacks are horrible and drain so much out of a person.
- Writer
