SLUTRY DESIRES

CHAPTER 17

"WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONE DON'T THROW IT JUST MAKE A LEMONADE"

After a whole week of denial of what to do, finally I have decided on what should I do with my life...

After I returned from hospital the first thing I wanted to do was to tell Andrews about the baby... But soon I felt like informing Michele about it..

But in the end I decided that the baby I am bearing is my deed and my choice... So i am not letting any one control me over it...

After gathering all the courage in me i called my parents first and informed them about my pregnancy, and as any typical parent they were furious at beginning but soon they calmed down.. and now I am on my way to LA to meet them.

Well of course I am accepting a earfull but i am Serena and I do what I desire....

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"Did Michele know about it, is he ok with it "..

" God serena give me details about him who is he, what he does"

"please don't tell me that you don't know about baby daddy"

..... God you people just stop it, stop it please....

As soon as I settled on my parents living room rather than caring for me they just started shooting questions... 'Classic Them '.....

"He is from Spain Mom, and yes I know him".... and " No Michele didn't know about the baby and we are not dating so there is no point in panicking, so just chill"

And as of telling g him I will tell him when I go back to New York...

"And just don't ask me details about the baby daddy... I am not going to tell you anything now"

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I am in my bedroom whole afternoon or just say slept my life out just like a kid who gets to sleep after a whole day of scolding and punishment by his teacher, after the conversation with my parents.......

After resting for few more minutes I decided to go on a walk on beach...

I wore my blue sundress and a comfortable slippers tied my hair on a bun with no makeup and accessories.... I just wanted to relax...

"Mom I am going for a walk on beach, will be back in couple of hours"

I shouted and before she could say anything I just stromed out of the house....

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"PEACEFULL..... " I muttered as I sat on the sand.. The sound of waves, a soft music by band, laughing of kids and adults... everyone enjoying... and relaxing....

And here I am running from reality... Feeling guilty of lying to people I care and love... but one thing for sure I know that I am not going to let my child like me confused and addict.... not capable of making choices...... Bold enough to say truth and not lie to the ones who cares for you who loves you...

I feel like I am cheating my parents, Michele and even Andrews.... But they have to understand that I can't be captured....