My Merciless Alpha

Chapter:16(Plan for need)

Jacob's POV

I don't know how many days have passed since I almost lost Lily.

Everyday passes like years and I feel more and more dreaded by her pale face.

I love her and will love her forever. No matter what, I will not let her go.

Fatigue is killing me, but I need to stay awake for my beloved to wake up.

My love has grown to a great extent after I almost lost her.

I don't know even if she will forgive me. I know, I don't deserve her forgiveness. It pains me to see her like this.

If she decides to leave me after she wakes up, then what will I do? I cannot live without her!

I feel very sleepy right now. I should take a rest until she wakes up.

I woke up at the sudden sound made by my beautiful mate. I saw her pale sick skin returning to its original beauty.

I tried to caress her skin when she slapped my hand away. The tingles of my mate bond made me groan internally. I wanted her to be by my side, I saw pain, disappointment and disgust in her eyes.

She turned to leave, but I grabbed her waist and made her face me. She was looking everywhere except my eyes. My wolf snarled inside me as he saw our mate ignoring us. It's a big mistake for her, because male alphas are usually dominant.

Myself being the Alpha king didn't help much. Ignoring us means damaging our ego. I controlled my anger trying not to scare her away.

"Look up Lily," I said.

She looked down instead of obeying me. I knew she was quite angry with me. I can't frighten her anymore, so I gently pulled her chin as she could look into my eyes. Her eyes flashed a spark of love for me. Before I could comprehend anything, her face turned into a scowl.

"Let me go, Alpha Jacob!" she screamed

"NEVER! You are MINE and I will never let you go. You will always stay with me!" I mumbled.

"I AM NOT YOUR MATE! You said it yourself that I was WORTHLESS for YOU!" she snarled.

I flinched hearing her harsh comments. I hurt her to the extent that she even doesn't want to be by my side. Will she ever forgive me? I was so stupid for pushing her away, humiliating her and even cheating on the. The day I pushed her away was my biggest mistake ever.

Ever since I was a child, I always believed that the mate-bond wasn't strong enough to make me love my mate. My thinking was that I will never accept my mate if she was of low ranking. I knew that my mentality was trash, but to be an Alpha's mate the Luna must be strong.

I am the Alpha King and my Queen has to be strong for my enemies. The hunters and rouges made my life so tight that I needed to be merciless.

When I found Lily, I didn't know that she was a Lucan. As she is a pure Lucan Perovera wolf, her ranking is even higher than me. I thought she was an average she-wolf, because she hid her smell very well.

I wanted to reject her for has status back then and now I can't even be a second without her. It pains my heart to see her hate me. If I only didn't cheat on her that day, what a life we could have had now!

I can't let her go now without explaining everything to her. It's partially true that I didn't want her the first time I saw her. But her tear stained eyes made me realize what a fool I was.

Phantom wanted his mate from the day his eyes fell on her. I just blocked him away that day when he was roaring inside me for hurting Lily.

I snapped out of my thoughts hearing Lily say, "Jacob or may I say Alpha King? Can you please let go of your good for nothing mate?"

I was dumb stricken to see her looking at me with disgust.

It felt like my heart was stabbed cruelly with a knife. This pain is worse than the previous rejection. It looked like that she was rejecting me time to time with more force. I knew that she wanted me to accept her rejection.

Me thinking of being away from her made my blood boil.

I calmed down and tried to explain. She cut me off saying the truth I wanted to tell her but with much venom.

She pushed me off with such a force that my body slammed into the wall. I felt pain in my nose and saw blood oozing from there. I looked at her with astonishment.

Maybe her true powers are coming out. I was really wrong about her strength. She can even push away a full- grown Alpha King with only a little bit of effort.

She slipped away from the room when I was busy with my thoughts. I saw her transforming into her beautiful white wolf. I mind-linked all of the wolves to stop Lily. It was very risky for her to transform into her wolf due to her health condition. I am still quite impressed about the fact that she could even jump away from the window without any injury. She woke up from her coma after one and half months. Her body should be numb after waking up instead she ran away shifting into her wolf.

I contacted all the Alphas of all packs including Alpha Ise. We were running with full speed. We saw Lily running ahead. I was sure that we would catch her anytime soon. But again, I was proved wrong. She began to run with such a speed that seemed like she was flying or you can say flying with maximum speed. After ten minutes of chasing Lily, we lost her and she was again covering her smell.

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It has been freaking two days since Lily ran away. Alpha Ise wasn't pleased at all with Lily being away from him. He blamed me for her running away which was the truth.

She ran away only because of me, so I didn't argue with him. Who am I to reject the truth?

Worry is eating me alive thing which condition Lily will be in. I literally collapsed yesterday due to my imbalance in sleep. I am still searching for her. I turned the whole werewolf world upside down, but the result was negative.

Phantom tried to connect to Lily's wolf and it was still in vain.

Where you Lily? -I thought.

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Lily's POV

I still can't convince Delian to let me do the ritual. He is even willing to give up the throne to me. Della supports him in this case, because they don't want my life to be in danger.

But I don't want the kingdom. When I first saw Delian, I was skeptical about him. After all, I was still traumatised about the fact that I almost got r**ed. But when I talked to him, I realized he was a very honest man. Even my wolf assured me that he was good.

Wolves can easily detect a person if he is good or bad. It's just that a wolf can't know how another wolf is. As Delian is a vampire, I knew easily that he wasn't lying.

I need to do something so that Delian lets me do the ritual. But what will I do without anyone in my plan.

What plan can I make without knowing the rules here? I noticed that Duke Zeleb wasn't against my decision. Maybe I can contact him. But how will I know where he is?

Can I ask a guard about him? No, this will be a very bad idea. The guards are loyal to Delian and they will be suspicious about my plan.

Now, I need to make a plan to meet Duke Zeleb.

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I am going to find Della to hang out with her or this is what she needs to think. I roamed around and saw her walking outside. I wend towards her and hugged her from behind to give her a surprise.

She jumped in front with the sudden physical connection. I gave her a sly smile which she returned with a huge grin.

"Lily you scared me like hell man!"

"Sorry couldn't help it. You were thinking about something and I was temped to hug you," I replied cheekily.

We talked about random stuff for a while.

"So where is your sweetheart?" I asked.

She blushed and replied, "He is in the court room having a meeting with the ministers."

Awwwwwwww...… she is so adorable. Delian surely found a gem for him.

If Zeleb is in the meeting now then I can meet him after the meeting ends. Earlier I saw that there were many cameras in the palace. If I want to meet him(Z) then I will have to go outside. I can go outside with the excuse of running my wolf. But I am afraid that Delian will send the royal guards with me.

I also have to know the time when the meeting will end.

"When is the meeting supposed to end? I want to apologize to Delian for my behaviour yesterday," I asked pretending to be sad.

"No need to say sorry. He understands why you were angry. By the way the meeting will end withing thirty minutes," Della smiled.

I really feel guilty to lie to her, but this for her best.

"Della can I go for a run? My wolf is itching to go outside."

"Sure. Just let me inform Delian," she replied.

"Della, can you also tell him not to send any guards with me. It really makes me uncomfortable to shift in front of them."

"Ok, I will tell him about that."

"I am going now. I will be back soon and please tell Delian to wait for me," I replied.

I shifted into my wolf and ran into the forest. I hope the plan works.