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It was weird that feeling I didn't understand what it was I felt so tired it hurt everywhere I didn't know what was going on. I felt like I was in my own little world I was so happy knowing that I could be anywhere I wanted without having any trouble with any people. But then I felt something like someone trying to reach out to me but I didn't really pay attention to it I was having too much fun playing with my little friends. But then I heard his voice I heard him calling out to me. I didn't know why he would come bother with trying to get me back out. Every day he came in and tried talking to me trying to get me out but I didn't want to come back out I didn't want to get hurt again I was tired of it I was tired of wanting him to want me. Then hurt the Sweet Love and his voice I just wanted to be back but I just didn't know how when I hated him hating himself I didn't want him to feel guilty it wasn't his fault. Then months went by he never came I never heard his voice and I was so lonely again I wanted him to come see me I just didn't know how I just didn't know how to make him come. Then one day I heard his voice I felt his touch I loved when he called me beautiful again I miss the sound of his voice I miss him caring about me I didn't think you would ever do that. Then I heard him how he really felt I heard him that was his whole world that I was his everything. Then every day he started coming back telling me what the weather is and what's going on in school he told me this funny story. He told me to how he was talking to one of his friends and then he wasn't paying attention he tripped on the stairs laughing all the way down. Then I saw something I saw strange light I walk to it and I started feeling feelings again I was so happy but I didn't know what was going on I couldn't tell what this feeling was I was scared but happy at the same time. Then I slowly opened my eyes and there he was tears running down his face knowing I had come back to him he looked at him. I had told him why Matthew why do you look so sad don't be so sad everything's okay now I'm here I'm back I'm okay. He told me on how glad he is to see me back but that was it nothing we went our separate ways. The end