ALEXITHYMIA. CARTER DEAN had a difficulty in experiencing, expressing, and describing emotional responses. But nobody knew that, after all, he couldn't speak about something that people don't believe in. It's his birthday party today; a joint birthday party with his twin sister Meredith, a girl who had a flaxen aura and the spirit for partying. It seemed as though, everyone around Carter was happy but Carter, he felt perplexed: perplexed with how to feel around people and how to think. "How do I look?" a soft voice inquires; the gentle voice came from Carter's younger sibling (only by a few minutes) Meredith: who smiled gracefully at him. Carter felt nothing, no sense of excitement, not even a spark of happiness when glancing at his younger sister. She turns around in her cerulean dress

